Hello my darling – missing you loads. Please don’t worry too much about me – I am doing ok. Things are ok here – she has said sorry for yesterday but it will happen again I’m sure. I am just trying to find a path that doesn’t upset everyone here too much.

You are safe in my heart my darling – always. I will make sure that you stay that way too. It is important that you understand that this is not some sort of selfless act on my part – I am being selfish in that I want you so much, I want you in my life, I want you to hold close to me and I want you to hold me close to you, I want so many things with you – so caring for you and keeping you safe is an easy thing to do for “us”.

I really need time with you – without any oversight or interference – just the two of us to be “us” – it will happen and it will be perfect. You are everything that I need and want – and I love you my beautiful one x.