Sometimes days are funny things and they just don’t go right – I think that today is one of those for you. It is ok to be sad sometimes when you are with me – I do understand. Please don’t apologise about how you feel. I don’t think that I can fix things for you today – so perhaps the best I can do is just to remind you that I really need you and that I really love you very much.

To see your smile, hear you laugh just now, and to kiss and caress your neck are heavenly moments that I won’t ever forget. I close my eyes when I am without you and can see you here with me. The gentle gasp as I touch you is in my ears as I think of you.

We both need time to learn about and explore “us” – that time will come. I am sorry if I come across as bit inept at times – but please don’t think that this is because of anything wrong on your part. I am at a loss to describe how wonderful you make feel at times.

Please look after yourself for me until tomorrow.

I love you beautiful one.