You sound sad and / or lonely today – I will always try and message you – always. Sometimes I know that there are big gaps when I get snowed under but even then I am always thinking about you. I miss you so very much. I like writing messages to you even if you can’t reply. It helps me to let you know how I feel – you mean everything, I am beginning to get excited that you are coming back and am so looking forward to Saturday.

I read your messages over and over again sometimes so that I can better understand you – I want to share with you and part of that is communicating better with you – sometimes (perhaps even quite often) I don’t think that I am very good at that.

I want you to feel loved and wanted, to feel cared for. I love you my beautiful one x.