More thinking about you – always you. Thinking about how amazing you are. Thinking about how I progress things at home, how I make sure the children know I love them. They may not recognise that in the midst of the turmoil.

I think about living with you – don’t really mind where – I think about falling asleep with you and waking with you every day.

I think about your friendships and how they survive all of this – I can see how much they mean to you, you show it in your face every time you talk about them.

I think about your heart and taking care of it – sometimes I worry that I think so very differently to you. I just need to try harder and get so much better at understanding you – and I promise I will do everything and anything to make that possible.

I think about you – the definitely perfect beautiful you, the astonishingly wonderful you, the really very sexy indeed you, the you that is the love of my life – and I realise that you are unlike any woman I have ever known – you treat me very very differently and I love you for it. I want to be yours forever – please say “yes” xxxxxx