One more night then tomorrow I get to see you beautiful one. Just counting down the time – like you said all we do is to spend time waiting for each other.

Life with you in it is really very lovely indeed. Another day of talking to you – nowhere near as good as gazing at you, holding you, kissing you, loving you, but still so exciting every time to hear your voice. I can hear the happiness, the sadness, the tears etc – all of them are you, the definitely perfect you. I can tell you that you mean everything to me, that my heart melts when you say hello, that your laugh overwhelms me.

I would like to live with you – I know that we have to manage this over time and that is fine. I still have more to do at home too. When I wake in the night I want to feel your presence; to hear your gentle breathing, to stretch out and rest my hand on your waist. I want to wake with you.

So much to sort out – even more to look forward to. So much to learn about you – so much love for you my darling x