24/6/2017

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Hello – I have been thinking of what to write – trying really hard not to be repetitive – but I will be to start with at least. I love you – more than I know how to explain, more than I ever imagined, and certainly more than I have ever known.

You wander around every day just being you – sometime fragile, quite often lacking in confidence, always loving – I always though see the love of my life in you. The “OMG” moments are so very real – they make me stop and catch my breath. They make me gasp internally with surprise, in awe of such beauty. They make me feel very humble – that such an amazing soul as you would want me. They make me realise that for the first time in my life, I understand what it is to see absolute beauty in the physical and emotional aspects of another.

I want to care for you, I want to keep you safe, to protect you from others – I want your friends to treat you properly, not to only do so when they think you might leave – they should recognise your value for what it is every time they see you, not just because you might not be there. I want you you to have confidence that never again will you be ignored – I never want you to feel the loneliness that you have felt at times. I want you to feel loved and wanted – always.

I want to fall asleep with you, to wake with you – to wake in the night and stretch out my hand to find you, and to love you through the gentle touch of my fingers against your delicate skin. I want to be intimate with you, sharing me with you, learning and exploring you in every way – showing you absolute and unconditional love in every possible way.

I want to share every minute of the day with you, whether working, resting, sleeping, whatever…. loving you emotionally and physically brings me great joy each and every day – I love you, you will always be first before me, but together we will be “us” and my heart will be so very proud to call you mine – in the sunshine for all to hear and know. My eternal beautiful one x.