We are good – it will always be so between you and I. I write to you because you are a very special person who has captured by heart and I am compelled by those emotions to tell you how I feel. I am not sure that it comes across right or that I describe things well but I try.

When I close my eyes I see your face and hear your voice and it is just wonderful, heavenly, extraordinary. I do not want to give that up – I do not want to give you up. I am forlorn without you – the weekends are almost interminable at times and anything I can do to feel close to you becomes magnified in my mind – I read through your emails just to see your name on the screen.

And then I read what you sent me on New Year’s Day and it makes everything I write look very feeble and ineffectual. No one has ever sent me anything like that; no one has ever treated me like you do. I feel engulfed by your love and overtaken by the intensity of my feelings towards you. So I do not want to let you go – I need there to be an “us”.

I love you x.