Made a few corrections to the last message – typed it on my phone – it is not just you who needs a bigger screen!

I think about you and how you feel about me and I know how very lucky that makes me. I want to show you how much I care for you too, how much I love you, how much I adore you. I want you to know that you are loved and wanted, so that when I am not there to tell you so, you still know that it is real. That is why I feel driven to write to you when we are not together – I need to do something to show you that I care.

I love holding you in my arms close to me. I want to keep you safe with me. I need you to look after yourself for me when I am not there to do it myself. When I am not with you I constantly wonder what you are doing, how you are – hoping that you are happy and well.

My thoughts are consumed by you, my heart belongs to you, my whole being is engulfed and overrun by you. You make me so very very happy – and most of all you bring me profound peace and contentment (except of course when you make me uncontrolled – and I don’t really know the words to describe how amazing that is). You settle the noise in my head with your love for me and that is quite enchanting.

I trust you with everything that is me in everything that we do – I know that you will keep me safe. And I promise to do the same for you. I am sorry about yesterday and me being hard work – and my head is in a much better place today, perhaps not understanding, but certainly believing and accepting, and most definitely hoping and wanting to build a stronger and closer “us” every day, day-by-day as my love for you deepens and grows.

I love you my beautiful one x.

PS – will be out later, so it will be a bit harder to write a message. I will though do something – am thinking about your Firefox download strategy as a possible plan!