Finished sifting 180 emails of things to chase – last few bits to tidy up and then I am done – no work to do! Will need to find something else to distract me from the painfully slow way in which time is passing until I see you again. I am on the verge of breaking things on purpose so that I have a reason to fix them!

Read your email to me again – makes be tearful but only because it is such an amazing piece of writing. I will always be in awe of the heartfelt eloquence that you showed – you always (and so profoundly) underestimate your own ability.

You are here with me in my thoughts and dreams, every moment of every day – and in the same way my feelings for you deepen every day. I feel a constant compulsion, a desire, a need to care for and love you – and in doing so it makes me feel content, joyous and so very happy indeed.

I love you my beautiful one x.