4/12/2023

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Good morning beautiful one – I hope that your chest discomfort has been ok overnight – it would be good to have this go completely. I hope that you slept well too – all of the stress is really hard to manage at times and very very tiring. I miss you sweetness – I know that it is not the same but it is always so very lovely to hear your voice and chat – thank you. Please be safe in the midst of all of this – you are truly a magical soul my darling – I love you, speak soon x.

3/12/2023

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Good morning beautiful one – I hope that you are ok this morning. Very hard to explain how sad I feel – very hard to explain how much I feel I have let you down – very hard to explain how hard it is to hear the distress in your voice – I am sorry. I know that you say that you don’t see it in me but not having time with you is truly truly awful in every way. My heart yearns for you – that’s why I call, that’s why I write, that’s why I love you x.

1/12/2023

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Good morning beautiful one – very chilly here, missing you my darling – feeling very flat and sad this morning. Another week – more of the same – no way to live and just existing right now. More and more life is suffocating I think. Everyday the highlight is you – bringing some joy, friendship and much love – you are a magical soul my darling. Always. Thank you for being you – speak soon – I love you x.