3/12/2023

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Good morning beautiful one – I hope that you are ok this morning. Very hard to explain how sad I feel – very hard to explain how much I feel I have let you down – very hard to explain how hard it is to hear the distress in your voice – I am sorry. I know that you say that you don’t see it in me but not having time with you is truly truly awful in every way. My heart yearns for you – that’s why I call, that’s why I write, that’s why I love you x.

1/12/2023

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Good morning beautiful one – very chilly here, missing you my darling – feeling very flat and sad this morning. Another week – more of the same – no way to live and just existing right now. More and more life is suffocating I think. Everyday the highlight is you – bringing some joy, friendship and much love – you are a magical soul my darling. Always. Thank you for being you – speak soon – I love you x.

30/11/2023

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Good morning beautiful one – sad this morning – very flat – every day merges into one and so often no real sense of living, more existing. Trying to find a path through this for both you and I my darling. I know how sad you are too so often. Looking forward to hearing your voice my darling, bringing moments of happiness to each day, sharing both silly and sensible things and also lots of love – thank you. I love you sweetness x.