Hiding in the toilet – had to write to tell you that you are the love of my life – I simply adore you my beautiful one x

Lying here hiding my phone so I am not seen – wishing you were with me, wrapped up in my arms. You are everything that I want my beautiful one x.

Hiding in the toilet – more complaints…. no headlines, nothing new – more circular discussions. Missing you loads – wanting to have time with you to share and to love you – to show you how much I care x.

Dreaming of you, wanting to hold you, longing to hold you, yearning for you – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – not so many messages here today sorry. But so very much in love with you and missing you loads. I need you – it was so very good to speak with you today my darling – I love you more than I can describe and every day apart just reinforces to me how very special you are x.

Good morning – I hope that you got some sleep and that you have not been up all night. I miss you terribly.

Had lots of dreams about you – all the lovely memories that we have formed. But still sad this morning without being able to call…. I will look at your diary re calling in the week – I need to hear your voice my darling.

You are my everything – I love you my beautiful one x.

In the toilet to write this message – missing you, looking for you in my dreams – I love you x

Sat outside with the dogs. I miss you – very much so x

I adore you – I want you. I hope that you eat properly this evening because I really need you to be ok when I come back x

The joy of our time away this week contrasts so starkly with how I feel today – the ache in my middle is so strong that I don’t know what to do with it. I want you – that’s all I know.

I will get for a shower soon and then go and lie down and listen to your songs as usual – I need time in my head for you – I love you so very much x