Hi home now – already missing you – thank you for your love and kindness – I am not sure that I deserve you.

With all of my being I do love you my beautiful one x.

Hello my beautiful one – I love you x.

I cannot begin to describe how I feel this morning – I look at you and see such profound sadness in your face. I am so very sorry – I know that I can never put things back to where they were but I will do everything I can to make amends.

You are everything to me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – I am looking forward to seeing you later this morning. I miss you so very much. Thank you for all of the messages yesterday.

You are so very kind and loving to me – it is the best feeling ever and I really want to be the same for you – so please do tell me if there is more that I can do for you. I want to be the one who looks after you and keeps you safe.

I love you my beautiful one x.

So looking forward to today – time with you without any oversight – a wonderful and amazing day awaits.

I love you x.

Dreaming of you – waking up longing for you, emotionally and physically – I really need to hold you in my arms.

I love you x.

Going to bed soon. Your smile mesmerises me. Your beauty enchants me. Your laugh makes me catch my breath – and your kiss melts me so that I am completely captivated and belong solely to you.

Ex-wife called about 10 mins ago – told me that she still loves me – seems very unlikely because I don’t believe that she loved me the first time round! Apparently she has seen all of the publicity recently….

I love you x.

Home now – drying out – on my own so going to sit here in the dark with you in my head. Thank you for my messages – thank you for being such a wonderful soul and more than anything thank you so very much for wanting me.

In everything that you do for me, I see your love and I am immeasurably enriched by it. I am so very grateful and simply overwhelmed by you.

I love you beautiful one x.