Deeply in love with you – every day more and more. I want to be the one who cares for you, who looks after you, who keeps you safe and makes you smile.

I love you my beautiful one x.

I read your email from New Year – and now I’m crying. It happens every time I read it. No one has ever me shown me the love that you do. That email just breaks my heart – it is an extraordinary thing. And as I said before, in an entire lifetime I will never write anything like that – not even close. It is the most exquisite tangible instance of love that I have ever seen – and what really makes me catch my breath is that it is about me.

So that’s why I cry – the most beautiful woman, telling me that she loves me – and so I am overwhelmed.

I really need to see you, to hold you, to feel you next to me. Tomorrow cannot come soon enough.

I love you x.

Rowed 7km, then went for a walk. Sat out in the dark for a bit – not cold today – some constellations, Jupiter. And then there is you – looking into the distance just stars and the very beautiful you. I hear you talking – you make me laugh – exhorting “No one told me about this refresh thing – where are my messages? What is this?”; the very rapid decision making – option 1 – “we are NOT doing that!”. I hear your sad voice, I hear your tearful voice, I hear your happy voice, I hear your loving voice – I hear all of you – and you make me whole. You make me realise that telling someone that you love them is the second best feeling in the world – second only to the very best feeling which is the love that I see in your smile – like the day when I saw you just before we went to eat with the visitors from Scandinavia. No one has ever smiled at me like that – and that smile is burnt into my soul for ever more – I will never ever forget that….

In every way you are extraordinary – simply everything.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

I hope that you are ok – I miss you. Repetitive I know but so very true. I am trying not to feel sad but it is hard at times. I have never known anyone like you. The effect you have on me is extraordinary – you disrupt me completely. I am so overwhelmed by you that all I can think about is you – only you, always you, the wonderful you, the beautiful you, and best of all my you. And in the same way I absolutely desperately totally and with everything that is me I want to be your me. I want to belong to you, I need to belong to you.

I need “us” – I am sorry to be needy and perhaps selfish – but all this time spent with you just pulls me ever closer to you. And it fuels my need, my complete and utter addiction for you. Special – extraordinary – just words, they don’t do you justice, but it is the closest that I can get to trying to explain to you what a definitely perfect woman you are.

Thank you for wanting me – I so want you.

I love you with all my heart x.

I have gone for a walk for 15 mins for some peace and quiet – don’t care if I am in trouble – I need time with you in my head my beautiful one.

Things will be fine here later so don’t worry about me – but I just must have some time for you. So will sit down in a few mins and talk to you for a while and that mesmerising and serene peace that you always bring me will consume me – and that will be very good indeed.

I love you my beautiful one x.

I am getting very grumpy – every time I try to sit down for even five minutes so that I can write you a message someone gives me something to do! So I am really sorry that I haven’t sent more.

I am though constantly thinking of you – that ache in my middle is there and it hurts a lot. I want to be able to hold you close to me – safe in my arms and to tell you how special you are to me. I want to hear and feel your breath on my cheek and to smell that wonderful smell that is you as I snuggle into your neck.

I want you to feel loved and wanted by me – all of the time, in everything that we both do whether together or apart.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – I love you very much indeed. Dashing off to do some more things but just need to send you a message so that you know that I am always thinking of you.

I adore you – you are definitely perfect.

I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – I hope that you are ok – not sure where you are…. I miss you so very much.

More jobs today – thinking of you constantly and talking to you as always. Telling you how wonderful you are and how very good for me you are.

I love you so very much lovely one x.