19/1/2017

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Out for a walk – a bit cold but no rain. Sat for a bit thinking about a very special soul – you. Looking at the stars and trying to figure out why you want me. You look at me and see this amazing person, but I don’t. I look at me and see someone who is a bit odd, who is a bit (or perhaps quite a lot) of a geek, who is fundamentally lazy, and who is not very good at communicating with you. So I am at a bit of a loss. (And of course I need a hobby!).

And then you show me such love – such overwhelming, all encompassing love that just bowls me over and profoundly makes me want you so much. You are intoxicating in the effect that you have on me. When you touch me, I am absolutely driven by the desire to be intimate with you – I become completely uncontrolled. That is new for me but as long as that is ok with you, then that is fine with me – I so want to be yours. I trust you to keep me safe and I don’t want any boundaries with you – that is very important to me. I would do anything and everything with / for you.

My heart is consumed by you.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

19/1/2017

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Every day, just when I think that I can’t feel any closer to you, I do. My love for you continues to deepen as does our closeness – and it is simply magical. In almost every way you have disrupted me. My thoughts, my emotions, so much of my life has been engulfed by you and your love for me.

And as disruptive as it has already been, and continues to be, you are utterly, completely mesmerising and captivating. My heart is entirely yours – I trust you to look after both it and me because I see your love every day in how you speak to me, in your smile, in your tenderness and in our closeness together.

And so, my beautiful one, I am very lucky to have you in my life – I feel blessed, content, amazed, enthralled – and all because of the wonderful person that is you.

I love you very much x.

19/1/2017

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Sat here truly overwhelmed. I cannot begin to explain how much you mean to me. You are beautiful, kind, loving, enchanting… I don’t know where to stop. And then you let me be close to you in such a loving way.

My heart feels like it will burst with love for you.

I love you x.

19/1/2017

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Just to let you know that I have not fainted and have managed to sit down! This afternoon has been very loving and wonderful.

You are a very very beautiful woman and I love you x.

19/1/2017

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Sat here thinking about you – can’t get you out of my head (a good thing!). Thinking of our trip and some time that we will have together – truly, I don’t mind what we do as long as I get to spend it with you.

I love you x

19/1/2017

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Another quick note – I wish I knew the words to describe how beautiful you are to me – you take my breath away every time I think about you.

I love you very much x