Finding it very hard to sleep tonight – missed you so very much today and then no chance to talk tomorrow so feeling a bit sad. But your voice is in my head and that soothes me.

I love you x.

hi – sorry – no tears, just supreme happiness combined with profound feelings of missing you. And remember your job is to look after you when I am not there to do just that. So please be safe so that you can come back to me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Missing you – a bit tearful, just emotions, all anchored on my love for you.

You sounded very lovely this morning when we spoke – my last chance to speak freely with you for a while. Even a few minutes with you lifts me – it makes the rest of the time apart so much more bearable. But if only we didn’t have any time apart….

I never expected or anticipated that time with you would be so magical. All I feel is ever deepening love, every day – driven by your kindness and beauty.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Thinking of you – your smile, your voice, your laugh. Thinking of your bottom and “stop go” too!

Only 13 days to go until our trip – checked the seats – all ok. And as the time draws closer, my need to be with you grows stronger too. I cannot travel and not be with you – simply can’t.

I adore you – you are a glorious soul bringing joy to me each and every day – a rare and special person indeed.

I love you x.

One more diet coke fuelled trip – last one but then going home soon.

Need to write – need to make sure that you know that I am thinking about you. I do not want you to feel alone because you aren’t. You mean everything to me – and you are loved and loved and loved by me, every second, every minute, every day – and that is very good.

I love you beautiful one x.

More diet coke, more wine, more excuses!

Been thinking about how kind you are to me – how gentle you are. How peaceful time is when spent with you – and how much you show me that you love me. It all spurs me on to make sure that I show you properly how much I love you. I really would like to get you a very small thing – just for you to carry at times to remind you of me. That would mean a great deal to me indeed.

You are enchanting – you overwhelm me. Sometimes the strengths of my various emotions are extreme – yet it is all so intoxicating and I just feel so drawn in – drawn to you in a totally compulsive way.

I love you x.

Lots of diet coke, and some wine – so providing an excuse to get away to find time to send a message.

Thinking lots about the lovely evening we spent in the week having dinner – just being together and chatting. Sitting across the table from you looking at your beautiful eyes and smile – heavenly. Wish I was doing the same today.

Always remember – I love you x.

Going out soon – don’t really want to. I was never any good at small talk anyway and it is nigh on impossible when you don’t want to be there. What I do want is to be walking in the sunshine when we are away with you. And then finding our own space to spend time together just exploring, talking, loving.

I hope that you have a lovely dinner this evening – you will be in my thoughts all of the time beautiful one.

I love you very much x.