Thinking of you – you are so very gentle with me. Caressing you, loving you, being close – I don’t really know what to say to you – because it is the most loving experience that I have ever known – in my head the true personification of your absolute beauty. You are a very amazing and really special soul.

I want there to be an “us” – I need to help nurture “us” – I am not sure that I have done that today. Please understand and tolerate my ineptness – I will do better. And please have more confidence in yourself too – both of us would have looked after “us” today. It would not have unravelled as you feared – I know you. There will be a right time and a right place for “us” and when it happens it will be very magical.

I want you to know that you are loved and adored; you are a delight.

I love you x.

I love you x.

Having upset “everyone” today, you were worrying about upsetting me by the end of the day – but actually I think it was me who messed up. The drive I feel to be close to you is profound – but only because the love that drives it is equally profound. I have never experienced such strengths of emotion before and I do not want to give them or you up.

So I am sorry – not for being in love with you or for feeling such extraordinary feelings of closeness when intimate with you – but for not being as careful as I should be with your heart. I do try – and just need to try harder – and promise that I will do so.

I need you to be with me in “us” – I need to look after “us”, and I need to ensure that every minute of the day, you know that I love you. This string of (rambling!) messages helps we with that – and I hope that it helps you too.

I will miss you terribly over the weekend and will count down the time until monday morning.

I love you my truly very beautiful one x.

Hope your day goes well – will come and find you later.

I love you beautiful one x.

You have very lovely hair and I really would like to just sit there with you, running my fingers through it and caressing your neck – I could do that for hours – it is very peaceful and makes me feel very content. Thakn you for being so wonderful and for wanting me.

I love you x.

You look very beautiful sat there in the corner! Although some ‘grumpy arms’ I think…. but perhaps that is because you were getting somewhat of a hard time from next door!

Thank you for the gentle and very lovely closeness this morning – you are truly enchanting.

I love you x.

Hello lovely one, I miss you when we are apart but look forward to the mornings. You are always in my thoughts.

I love you x.

Hello my beautiful one – hope you slept well for a change. I miss you very much and am looking forward to seeing you this morning. When I hold you close I can breathe in your delicate fragrance – it is quite intoxicating and very lovely. You are quite extraordinary.

I love you x.