Doing errands – thinking about you. Wondering how you are – hope you are not sad today. Walking about talking to you – telling you how wonderful you are and what you mean to me. Reflecting on your distress last night – need to find a way to help you to understand how much you mean to me. Just because you have to give me back at times (and I find that very hard too) it does not mean that anything changes between us. It was really very good to be able to talk with you for a while last night – sorry to keep you up though. You sounded a bit brighter in the end and my heart felt much better when I heard that.

So often I don’t know what to say to you to explain how I feel and how much you mean. You mesmerise me, you make me uncontrolled, you make me feel emotions which are so intense in every way, and which I have never felt before. In everything that you are with me, you are extraordinary – you are my definitely perfect one.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Sorry to be a bit slow this morning – lots of jobs to do….

I have had the most fantastic 10 days or so spending time with you. Things going forward will be a bit ‘leaner’ but only time-wise. Nothing will dull the love that I feel for you. Nothing will take me away from you in my heart or my head or my soul. So whilst we may be physically apart we will still be “us”.

And after the lean spell will be our trip – and time spent with you in my arms at night. It will happen and we will be ok too.

You are my very best friend. You are the light that illuminates my life and the air that breathes life into my soul. Every day when I sit in the quiet and close my eyes all there is is you – no noise – just the very beautiful you.

I hope that you have a really great time today – I wish you were having that time with me but know that that cannot be so for now – but in the midst of all of that if you feel just a little bit sad, please remember that I belong to you and there is nothing and no one who can change that for you are the most extraordinary soul and I love you with everything that is me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

You are the most wonderful person – I adore you. I will miss you this weekend but I hope that you enjoy your trip today. Going for a walk soon – about 6.30 – will find a lesson and will report back later…

I love you my beautiful one x.

Missing you very badly today – dreaming about “stop” in many different ways!

I love you so very much x.

My heart belongs to you. I belong to you. You and I are “us” and “us” is everything. And “us” is only possible because of the extraordinarily wonderful and delightful soul that is you.

I will write more tomorrow – but for now, you are the very best person that I have ever known. And that beautiful bottom – 25/8/2015……

I love you very much x.

I cannot explain to you how much you mean to me. If I could then there would be no crisis, no panic. I do not find it easy to walk away. I ache, I miss you – I don’t know the words to explain the pain that I feel when we are not together. But I also know that time passes and we will be together again. I love you and you love me – and “us” is very strong indeed. But you – you are extraordinary – very special – beautiful and magical – and I would wait until the end of the world for you if needed….. and I am very good at waiting if needed!

It is ok to be sad – but please remember I love you my beautiful one x.

Seeing you earlier was just magical – you are so very beautiful.

I love you x

Sorry about the laptop thing! Don’t mean to make like difficult for you.

You make me so very happy indeed – you are extraordinary in every way and I am really really pleased to have you in my life – a complete delight.

I love you x.