Every day when I wake up the first thing I think about is you. I am so very grateful to have you in my life. I had been in love with you for a little while (nowhere near as long as you have loved me!) before you told me how you felt. Never did I imagine though what actually being able to live and breath that love would mean to me, what being close to you and being able to show you how much I love you would mean. It is all breathtaking.

So every day when I wake up I have to almost pinch myself just to check that “us” is real. I know that I am being selfish when I say that I need you and want you in my life but it is how I feel, and I cannot pretend otherwise. I do know that “us” is real – I see and feel your love for me in everything that you do and say, and in that smile of yours which is engraved on my soul.

I see “us” growing daily just as my love for you deepens daily. You have turned my life upside down in the most strikingly disruptive yet absolutely perfect way – and I am so very very happy. You are truly wonderful.

I love you beautiful one x.

I love you more than I can explain. I need you more than you can know. You are everything.

I love you x.

Hell beautiful one – wondering how you are, what you are doing? Hope that you are all ok. I miss you so very much when we are not together. I am not sad because I know that I will see you today which will be lovely – but I still miss you when we are apart.

Today’s resolution is “make sure to keep her up to date with important emails”!

When you smile at me, my heart just leaps. I sit there in meetings looking at you (trying not to do it too much), and listening to you, and then I just want to hold you and tell you how much I love you. You always look so beautiful and on top of that you are so very good at what you do too. When we talk about work things you never seem to quite recognise how good you are – so I need to work on that too – making sure that you know what a great job you do with your team.

I am sat here now in the quiet – and all there is quietness, no noise, just you – your smile, your voice, your smell, your kindness, your beauty, your love. I am trying hard not to cry but the peace you bring to me is profound.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Just going out – today’s lesson is about natural language fuzzy matching algorithms. Probably won’t listen to much as always thinking of you. Need some fresh air I think though – dreamt about that very sexy bottom of yours …. Slightly uncontrolled in my sleep – all your fault.

So looking forward to seeing you later beautiful one.

I love you x.

Going out soon for a walk – talking to to you already in my head my beautiful one – but today is a good day because I get to see you!

Sat here though with my eyes closed – thinking of your smile and how beautiful you are. You are definitely perfect.

I love you x.

Can’t sleep – finding it very hard being apart – wishing that we were together, wishing that I was falling asleep with you in my arms.

I love you x.

Home now – so in love with you. Your kindness is sublime – your smile is captivating. I am yours.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Sat down under the stars – thoughts of my beautiful one in my head – possibly, actually probably, in fact definitely the very best friday that I can ever remember. But then you are definitely perfect.

In every way you are so much more than I ever imagined – having you in my life is everything – you are everything now.

I love you x.