Good morning my lovely one – looking forward to seeing you again today – however brief. Remember today is another day.

Help me learn about your heart and how to help it – I really want to try. Plus I need to remind you to think about which cream etc etc etc!

I love you – you mean everything to me.

Can’t sleep – thinking of you, your gentle curves and your gentle gasps – completely inappropriate but very real. I really need time with you. I too want you to teach me how to love you.

I love you.

I don’t mean to stress you in any way, but I have to tell you that I would really like to have you here with me, in my arms, to fall asleep with, and then, when I wake, to have you still here, with your warm skin against mine.

I love you my darling beautiful one.

I hope that you are ok – in fact I really worry that you are ok. I see the pain in your face this afternoon and it makes me worry. Not about how you feel about me – I trust you absolutely to be honest with me – but I do worry how you are in yourself. My need for you is very strong – perhaps even extreme, and I don’t want to let you go – you are a very special person. I want you to know how much you are loved by me – you are very beautiful.

If there is anything I can do to help you, please do tell me. You talked about feeling emotional on friday after I spoke with you – I feel the same about you know. My heart breaks to see the anguish in you and to feel quite so unable to help you.

Please do not worry about other aspects – you are amazing in what you make me feel. I do want you to understand and to learn about me but if I am being truthful I am not entirely sure I know about me in the first place. What you make me feel is extraordinary, intense, overwhelming and, at its extreme, sensations that I have never felt before – ever. The combination of “too intense, please stop” with “what are you doing to me (in a very very nice way)?” is not always easy to reconcile – and I am very sorry about that – but the fact remains that your hands are magical.

We will have time together soon – and then I believe that as we nurture “us” so some of these “issues” / concerns will be resolved. In the meantime, I adore you, I delight in your smile and laugh; I dream about you, and if I am being honest, I have a number of totally inappropriate thoughts about you on a regular basis – including every night when I dream about you.

Pleas keep yourself safe until we are together again – I want to love you, to hold you and to trace patterns on your skin.

I love you.

Will write more a bit later but just wanted to leave you a quick note to say that you are best thing that has happened to me for a long time – you overwhelm my heart and my head and I am completely enchanted by you. The time I spend with you is the happiest I have been and I am enthralled and captivated by your beauty. I want more time with you – indeed I need more time with you, for you are the most mesmerising soul.

I love you.

Sometimes days are funny things and they just don’t go right – I think that today is one of those for you. It is ok to be sad sometimes when you are with me – I do understand. Please don’t apologise about how you feel. I don’t think that I can fix things for you today – so perhaps the best I can do is just to remind you that I really need you and that I really love you very much.

To see your smile, hear you laugh just now, and to kiss and caress your neck are heavenly moments that I won’t ever forget. I close my eyes when I am without you and can see you here with me. The gentle gasp as I touch you is in my ears as I think of you.

We both need time to learn about and explore “us” – that time will come. I am sorry if I come across as bit inept at times – but please don’t think that this is because of anything wrong on your part. I am at a loss to describe how wonderful you make feel at times.

Please look after yourself for me until tomorrow.

I love you beautiful one.

Hello – I hope that you are ok – I do worry about you. Just a brief note to remind you how much I love you and how beautiful you are to me. I will visit later – hoping to see your smile which just melts my heart.

I love you.

Chaotic day – sorry for taking so long to write my beautiful one.

More magical time with you this morning – I look forward to it with every ounce of my being. It is really clear to me that you don’t understand what a special person you are and so part of my job is to help you see that!

I really need you in my life – you bring so much to me and enrich me no end – I hope that I can do the same for you. All of the concerns you feel and that we talked about are shared by me too – I want to be with you so intensely that the time apart, however short, is profoundly frustrating and frequently quite painful. The degree of closeness that we have is simply idyllic, binding “us” together in a very profound way.

I love you very much.