Going home shortly. Wondering how you are. I can’t stop thinking about you – you are always there in my head. I need you so much – even when we are apart you are good for me. You calm the noise in my head – and it is so very peaceful. You make me laugh, you make me glad, you make me want to care for you and keep you safe, you make me uncontrolled – you change everything in my life.

But at the same time as this calmness is an intensity of love and emotion that is so powerful and overwhelming, constantly straining to release itself from within, totally, utterly and completely directed towards you – my definitely perfect one.

I love you my beautiful one x.

In between things at the minute and if you were here I would have called so this is the next best thing. I love you so very much – you are very very good for me – far more than you know and understand. I feel very lucky indeed to have found you and to have you in my life.

I love you x.

Hi – in between things here at work. Missing you, looking at your name on my screen as your emails appear – anything to help me feel just that little bit closer to you.

Have been talking to you sat here in my office – just about “us”. Thinking about plans for this coming weekend. Listening to the replay of your “hello”s in my head. All reminding me of how delightful you are and how very much you mean to me. And the ache in my middle is just there as always on the weekends….

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – waiting to go to do some work. I hope that you are ok. I miss you so very much. I will keep sending messages – they make me feel better – and hopefully there won’t be any “what is this?” moments!

I love you so very much x.

Going to work shortly – wondering how you are, how you slept – hoping you are ok. Another day gone, another closer to you again, another day closer to our time away.

You are an absolute delight to me – every day as much as I miss you, my love for you grows a little more and all I want is you.

I love you x.

Can’t sleep – all there is is you – I love you beautiful one x.

Hello – lying here thinking of you, missing you. I so wish we were together right now, to fall asleep with you in my arms….

I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – I love you. Three simple words but all of me is totally bound up in them – from the bottom of my heart, all of me. And I miss you – another three words but exactly the same sentiment – all bound up with all of me. You tell me that I am the love of your life – and now, you are mine. In everything I do you are there, and for me there is nothing else – just you.

Imperfectly expressed, perhaps even ineptly so, but from everything that is me, and driven by my most innermost thoughts provoked by the most beautiful soul that I have ever known – I love you my darling beautiful one x.