Can’t sleep – dreaming of you – so very beautiful.

I love you x.

Hello lovely one – wondering how you are. I adore you – my heart wants to burst with love for you. I am just counting down the hours until I see you again. I miss you.

I love you my beautiful one x.

More bladder trouble… might be in trouble too but don’t really care.

Constantly thinking about holding you in my arms. Closing my eyes so that I can hear your voice in my head. Longing for Monday morning.

I love you x.

Strangely I have suddenly developed a weak bladder!

You are such a wonderful soul and I miss you terribly. I cannot get you out of my head – not that I want to – and I love you so very very much.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Hiding in the toilet – whose idea was that?!

I just want to get up and walk out – I miss you so very much.

I love you x.

Made a few corrections to the last message – typed it on my phone – it is not just you who needs a bigger screen!

I think about you and how you feel about me and I know how very lucky that makes me. I want to show you how much I care for you too, how much I love you, how much I adore you. I want you to know that you are loved and wanted, so that when I am not there to tell you so, you still know that it is real. That is why I feel driven to write to you when we are not together – I need to do something to show you that I care.

I love holding you in my arms close to me. I want to keep you safe with me. I need you to look after yourself for me when I am not there to do it myself. When I am not with you I constantly wonder what you are doing, how you are – hoping that you are happy and well.

My thoughts are consumed by you, my heart belongs to you, my whole being is engulfed and overrun by you. You make me so very very happy – and most of all you bring me profound peace and contentment (except of course when you make me uncontrolled – and I don’t really know the words to describe how amazing that is). You settle the noise in my head with your love for me and that is quite enchanting.

I trust you with everything that is me in everything that we do – I know that you will keep me safe. And I promise to do the same for you. I am sorry about yesterday and me being hard work – and my head is in a much better place today, perhaps not understanding, but certainly believing and accepting, and most definitely hoping and wanting to build a stronger and closer “us” every day, day-by-day as my love for you deepens and grows.

I love you my beautiful one x.

PS – will be out later, so it will be a bit harder to write a message. I will though do something – am thinking about your Firefox download strategy as a possible plan!

When I walk and the wind blows I can hear your voice – your very simple but tender “hello” melts heart. I hear the gentle gasp as I caress and kiss your neck.

I think of the way you speak to me and how you look at me – I think of how you touch me.

I think of how you smell when I am close to you and how that distracts me when I sit next to you. How I can’t concentrate when I look across the table at you. And all of this and more, constantly in my head, helps me realise how much I love you because all I want to do is to come and sit with you and hold you safe in my arms.

You are very special indeed.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Quite windy here when walking – no lessons – just wonderful thoughts of you swirling around in my head. I have been talking to you telling you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. It is hard when I can’t speak to you even.

I love you x.