I have never felt so much for anyone and you simply overwhelm me – I really really really want you to know how much you are loved and wanted.

Time spent with you is wonderful, peaceful, exciting, enchanting. And then we have to part and the aching, gnawing pain in my soul returns eating away at me counting down the time until we are together again. And so it is but I will send more messages each day – imperfect as they are, but helping me to show you how special you truly are.

I love you.

Today I get to see you again – that makes it a good day and my heart soars. Not much sleep completely mesmerised by thoughts of you – and I would not change that for anything.

I love you.

Constantly thinking of you – please look after yourself.

I love you, beautiful one.

I cannot explain nor adequately describe in words how simply beautiful you are. The time spent with you today was magical and only serves to reinforce and deepen my love for you. Caressing your skin, your back, your gentle curves – being able to show you in so many ways how much I adore you – so much until today was just all in my dreams.

Again, we will find our own way through things together – and whilst I can’t pretend to know all of the answers by any means, what I can say is that nothing is pre-determined. Neither of us would have predicted where we are now – yet this is indeed where we are – and I for one, am blissfully happy that this is so. So, together, let’s see what the future holds for us.

I love you.

Please forgive my awkwardness and ineptness rather than believe that these are not the things that I want. In part it is the outpouring of emotion from me which in its desire to be heard tramples almost everything in its path; in part it is because I am still overawed by why you feel as you do and don’t really understand why you do what you do; and in part it is because it just takes a bit of getting used to.

But never, not once, has any of this been because I am unhappy or because somehow I have ended up in a place where I don’t want to be.

I am truly sorry (and frustrated at my ineptness) because what comes across to you is so very very far from the actual truth.

I love you, and know that I need to do more to show it.

Awake much of the night wishing I was with you. Wanting to hold you – to make things right. Replaying your voice over and over in my head, the softness of your skin, the beauty of your smile, the gentleness of your touch… – and all of the many delightful things that make you, you.

I love you.

When I am asleep, you are there; when awake, in everything I think and do, you are there – you are always in my thoughts and it feels wonderful – so very very good.

Don’t be sad – we will have our time.

Please please teach me – help me to know you in every way, better and more deeply every day, so that I can be the very best friend I can be for you, lovely one.

I love you.

The gentle lilt of one of your “hello”s today just enchants me – so utterly beguiling and captivating that that single word sustains me in my loneliness for days. To say “I have missed you” is just so weak and inadequate but with words it is perhaps the best I can do for now. How I long to see you so that I can show you how I feel.

But then my heart breaks when I hear the sadness in your voice – I am beside myself with how inept and ineffectual I feel. Again words just fail me. If only I could scoop you up in my arms to care for you and keep you safe, I would – I wish I was there for you.

You are so very beautiful in every way – I love you.