The light at the end of the tunnel (until I see you again) draws nearer and I feel better this morning knowing that you are soon to be within reach. You lift me up in so many ways and I so want to do the same for you – to be the person who cares for you and loves you, helping you to see how astonishingly special you truly are.

I love you beautiful one.

Another day almost gone – ever closer to you again. Little things make my heart skip – your steps on the stairs, an email in my inbox. You are truly lovely in every way, delightful and mesmerising. I am so very lucky to have you love me – though I know not why….

I love you.

No matter how far I walk the loneliness I feel without you persists – I whisper your name and it soothes me. I close my eyes – I kiss your neck; I hear your gasp as I caress your gentle curves; I feel the warmth of your body against mine. You are exquisite and I adore you. I could spend forever exploring your beauty.

You have turned my world upside down – the ‘order’ in my head has simply melted away, dissolved by your very essence. Simultaneously chaotic and peaceful, I am completely captivated by you and it is the most amazing feeling ever.

I love you.

Going for a walk – thinking of you. A physical visceral ache confounds me now – it is though but a nothing thing when compared with the truly unbridled happiness that you bring me – you are just so wonderfully lovely.

I love you.

Looking forward to seeing you later this week – impatiently willing time by. Just wanting to spend time together in our ‘us’ space.

I am driven by a near insatiable urge to tell you how I feel – these thoughts and messages here help me in part but only for a while. So enthralled am I by you that I long to hear your voice – a single “hello” just enchants my soul in a way I never imagined possible.

I love you.

Another day passing, another closer to seeing you again. Drifting back and forth in and out of sleep in the night my thoughts and dreams all merge – but in all you are there. Thoughts – affection, concern, love, desire – I am overtaken by emotional and physical feelings for you beautiful one.

I love you.

Lovely one – I really miss you. My heart belongs to you. Please look after yourself as I cannot imagine the future without you.

I love you.

Walking in the sunshine, alone but for you. Starting out, I hear your voice and you are here with me, but then instantly you are taken by the the wind gusting by. And then I hear you again, and then again and again, and soon nothing takes you from me, for there you are, omnipresent in my thoughts like nothing I have ever known.

I cannot find a box for you in my head, nor now do I ever want to find one – instead I want to hear you in everything I think and do, so will my life be immeasurably enriched by you.

I love you.