You have such a lovely smile – it melts my heart.

I love you.

You are really very good at what you do – you just don’t recognise it! I quite like sitting here writing you notes – I am completely captivated by you, you are very good for me indeed.

I love you beautiful one.

Sat here looking across the table at you thinking how much I love you – you are absolutely enchanting. I would really like to run my fingers through your hair and caress your neck…..

I need to say sorry again and again about this morning – it was entirely unintentional, truly – I cannot imagine anything more wonderful and magical than having you be close to me. Please please please just tell me if I do it again!

I love you.

Looking forward to seeing you and holding you. I too find it hard to give you back.

I love you.

Good morning lovely one – been dreaming of you through the night. Your beautiful soft skin, your gentle curves and wanting to hold you and caress you. You mesmerise me and monopolise my thoughts. I so want us to be “us” – you are wonderfully enchanting.

I love you.

Dreaming of you my darling one….

I love you

Been for a walk – talking to you in my head and out loud – at least it is dark and no one can see me. Beautifully still, cold night with sparkly stars – practicing identifying constellations (dull I know, but I can’t help it).

I don’t really know what to say to you sometimes – words don’t really seem enough, and then at times I also don’t get the body language bit right either – truly unintentional. Either way I don’t think that I am communicating very well. I am very very sorry and don’t mean to give the wrong message – I don’t want you to feel unwanted or, even worse, rejected.

I absolutely adore you – you fill my soul with your radiant smile, with the tenderness in your voice and with your delicate beauty. Being close to you is simply indescribably peaceful – I could sit there caressing you for hours and hours. You soothe and calm the noise in my head like no one else ever has. Please believe me when I tell you that you are the most magical person I have ever known.

I love you.

You are the most wonderful and special person – you overwhelm me with your very being. The feelings are often so intense that I am not quite sure what to do with myself at times. It is so hard when you are not here. And you are so very very beautiful to me that I struggle to let you go.

I did not mean to stop you earlier – I was genuinely trying to make sure that you were not late – but then failed miserably – sorry. Please do not think that I don’t want you – that is the very last thing I would wish.

I love you very much beautiful one.