Sitting here thinking of you, whiling away the hours until I see you again – 134 to go. Dreaming of your voice, your sigh, your kiss, your caress, your smile. Wishing you were here to quieten my thoughts – I am addicted to the peace that you bring. Thinking of our games and the love you show – still not understanding why you do, yet eternally grateful that this is so.

I long to hold you in my arms, to keep you safe and to show you how much I care for you. My reward will be to feel the joy that every moment shared with you brings.

I love you.

Please look after yourself and know that you will be in my every thought.

I love you.

Sometimes I lack the words to adequately convey how I feel about you; other times thoughts and feelings tumble out of my head in an uncontrolled way causing confusion. I am then so very sorry. But underneath all of this is the all consuming, all pervasive tsunami that is my love for you.

Describing you as “just lovely” seems so woefully inadequate – yet your very presence lifts my soul, and in every way, in every thing you do and say, you are exactly that – quite simply “lovely”.

I love you.

Thank you for your time today – for you smile and your laughter. Thank you for the tenderness of your kiss and the gentleness of your touch – our closeness enriches me. But already not two hours later I miss you – I would sit with you forever if it were for me to say.

How complicated yet revealing life can be; for in the simplest of ways rising above all else is your loveliness with its unwavering radiance illuminating a path I wish to walk with you. For me there is no equal.

Till tomorrow – I love you.

The words “I miss you” cannot convey how lost I feel without seeing you today. The warmth of your breath on my cheek; your gentle gasp as I caress the arch of your back; the shudder I feel as my tongue touches yours – my soul longs for you. I delight in hearing your voice – twice today makes me feel so fortunate – the warmth in your voice when I hear you say “hello” brings me to the brink of tears.

Yet the knowledge that shortly I won’t see or speak with you for five days fills me with dread and sadness. I am already starting to ache with the loneliness that I will feel and it will only grow as that time approaches. But now at least I can leave messages for you – the relief in being able to describe my feelings is palpable but only a pale substitute for actually being with you.

My need for you grows daily in a way that I cannot describe but for which I am truly grateful.

I love you.

I cannot bear to sit on my hands any longer whilst feeling as I do – and for now, whilst I have the misfortune of being unable to talk to you to tell you how I feel this message to myself will have to suffice. I am uncertain how articulate I can be like this today but I can but try.

My heart is overwhelmed by you; you consume my every thought and disrupt me so profoundly yet quieten the noise in my head like never before – I feel such peace with you. When I am with you the world just stops, yet of course time marches on and when, all too soon, we have to part I feel torn apart, broken and bereft. The sound of your voice on the phone, the sound of your footsteps on the stairs – these and more cascade waves of happiness through me. Your smile simply dissolves me.

I need you to be my ‘friend’ – I need you to feel wanted, cared for and adored. I need you to know that I am completely captivated by you.

I love you beautiful one.