Hello beautiful one – wondering how you are feeling – I hope that you are a bit better. Thinking about the time we have spent together and how lovely it always is – albeit never as long as we would like and it would be very welcome sometime to be elsewhere other than at work.

Wanting to sit with you and learn about you, to understand you better – that will help me to look after you properly and to treat you like the very special person you are. (I looked up about your champagne cocktail – so now I know what it is!).

I love you very much x.

Been out for a bit – doing some jobs for everyone else which is fine. Gives me space to sit and think about you and to talk with you in my head. And that is very peaceful.

More counting down until tomorrow. Being able to hold you and kiss you and tell you how much I love you will be so very wonderful.

I love you my beautiful one x.

I am very pleased that you want me – I then want you to see in me how much I want you. I want you to know that I am here to care for you and love you – and that in you letting me do so you make me so very very happy. Spending time with you is a magical experience – looking into your eyes and seeing you smile just captivates me and draws me ever closer to you – and it is truly very loving and beautiful.

I love you x.

Just compelled to write – I miss you so, even if you are sniffly! I am not sure that there is a good coping strategy but will think – it is hard though when actually I just want to get up and come and find you. Inside I just feel agitated – I want to hold you close.

I love you x.

Hello my beautiful one – sorry to hear that you are not so well – yet so very happy to hear your voice and to tell you how much I love you. You are such a delight to me. I really want to be the best person I can be for you and to love you. I want you to feel totally and utterly wanted and loved – because that is how I feel about you.

Have a think about next Saturday – we can chat.

Still counting down the time until tomorrow…..

I love you so very much x.

Finished sifting 180 emails of things to chase – last few bits to tidy up and then I am done – no work to do! Will need to find something else to distract me from the painfully slow way in which time is passing until I see you again. I am on the verge of breaking things on purpose so that I have a reason to fix them!

Read your email to me again – makes be tearful but only because it is such an amazing piece of writing. I will always be in awe of the heartfelt eloquence that you showed – you always (and so profoundly) underestimate your own ability.

You are here with me in my thoughts and dreams, every moment of every day – and in the same way my feelings for you deepen every day. I feel a constant compulsion, a desire, a need to care for and love you – and in doing so it makes me feel content, joyous and so very happy indeed.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Thinking about you, missing you. You are a wonderful and the very best distraction – in fact a definitely perfect one.

I love you x.

Back, warmed up – lots of work things to do but to be honest not at all interested. Much more interesting and mesmerising to sit here thinking about you and how lovely you are. So that is what I am going to do….

Keep thinking of how warm and tender your smile is. Sitting talking with you is peaceful and fun – it is interesting learning about you and the things you like and don’t like. But all the time is your enchanting presence that just dissolves me with overwhelming and all-consuming love for you. Like a tsunami just washing over me and propelling me to you.

I love you x.