I don’t really know what to say to you tonight.

I used to think that I was overwhelmed by you. And then today happened. In my wildest dreams I never imagined that time with you could be quite so wonderful – peaceful, talking, sharing about each other, intimacy, love. Apart from being at work, absolutely perfect. And then we are planning having time together away from work and my heart leaps again – could time with you be even better? Yes it will be, because it will be just “us” and that will be magical.

And so, “overwhelmed” doesn’t even begin to describe the intensity of what I feel for you. I want you, I need you, I am engulfed by your love and I want to show you my love for you. I just want to come and find you, right now, hold you and keep you safe in my arms – and then I want to undress you slowly, take time to love you, to learn about your beautiful body and to explore you. And then I want to fall asleep with you in my arms again.

You are a very special and beautiful woman and I am so very lucky indeed that you want me.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Quite possibly the most wonderful day that I have ever spent with you – so lovely just to chat and to be close. You are such a wonderful person.

Every moment with you is extraordinary – you are so very loving. Please do not be anxious with me – “us” is and will always be very magical indeed and we will explore and learn about each other. I am yours.

I love you so very very much my beautiful one x.

Back here now – missing you as always. When I am away from you, I look forward to seeing you so much – and then when I finally do it is even more wonderful than I had anticipated. You are the most gloriously delightful soul and holding you, kissing you and being close to you is just sublime – heavenly. I am as impatient as you are – you are very beautiful.

I love you x.

Good morning lovely one – it is monday again and my spirits are lifted as I know that I will see you soon. Looking forward to your beautiful eyes and loving smile and your tender gentle kiss.

I love you x.

Not sleeping much – sleeping, then waking, then sleeping, then waking. Longing for your gentle kiss – missing your delicate fragrance close to me.

I love you x.

Thinking of your smile – hearing your voice in my head – longing to kiss you.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Finished all my work – done my weekly emails chasing things up. Thought about nose thing again, but thought better of it – there you were looking over my shoulder threatening to faint on me!

My beautiful one, I adore you. I sit in meetings wanting to come and find you. I sit in my office wanting to call you. I listen to every set of footsteps on the stairs in case they are yours. I constantly want to see you, hear you, talk to you, hold you, kiss you. You are the most delightful soul, enchanting and mesmerising. You are beautiful and sexy. You are magical and tender in the way that you touch me. Being close to you is the most extraordinarily loving and gentle experience.

Every minute of every day, you are in my head and in my heart. I dream of playing my game – for hours I could sit caressing your neck, nothing more, just feeling the peace and contentment flowing from you through my fingers into my soul. I want to sit with my arms around you, holding you close, just chatting about anything and everything and nothing – perhaps even geopolitics! But actually I don’t really care because if you are there and I am there then everything else will be completely irrelevant. And best of all we will be “us” and “us” will be just perfect.

And all because you are a very special soul indeed.

I love you x.

Wondering what you are doing, how you are? Hoping that you are happy, smiling. Thinking about the things you do and say and the things you like and don’t like – trying to understand you better. I want to be the person who cares for you and who keeps you safe. I want to love you so that you know you are loved and wanted. I want you to see the delight that you bring to me so that you come to see what a wonderful person you are. For all of that I need to understand you better – some of that comes with time, some with the two of us having time and space together to ourselves.

This morning you asked about the things I write – do ask more whenever you want, there is nothing that I would not talk with you about. None of it is segregated in any way – it is all just me and my thoughts and I trust you absolutely to look after me whatever we discuss. In every way, for all of me and all of my thoughts and emotions I don’t think that I can have any boundaries with you. I cannot be the person who loves you and who is so physically close to you and then hide parts of me from you – that would be wrong. The only thing I do worry about is that some parts (only one or two bits) are hard to hear, I think, and if you never wanted to hear those bits I would understand – the rest is just a bit dull really but is just me!

Every time we talk I just dissolve with the affection in your voice for me – you are an enchanting soul.

I love you my beautiful one x.