I think that I owe you some apologies.

I really struggle to explain how much I care for you – I try to tell you, but sometimes I think it all comes out a bit muddled. And perhaps I confuse you. I am sorry then for this. Spending time with you is though simply heavenly – pure happiness and contentment, and I really need to find a good way of letting you know how much you mean to me.

I do not want to be without you – I don’t want to sound selfish, but that is how I feel. But quite often being selfish is not a good thing. I don’t want to get you into trouble and sometimes I think that I might by being selfish – and that is not fair. So I am sorry about that too. Please don’t misunderstand me – I am not going to change how I feel about you. I really really need you and I most definitely promise to look after you properly, but that means making sure that you don’t get into trouble.

I am so enriched by your love – it surrounds me and nourishes me. I so want to do the same for you.

I love you very very much beautiful one.

Barely an hour has passed and I miss you so much that it is a visceral ache deep within me. I am overwhelmed by your love for me and you are so very very beautiful. I am enthralled and captivated by your smile and your laugh – you are really very good for me.

I hope that I have not caused you too much difficulty today – I adore you so much that I just want to be close to you. I promise to behave better in the future!

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I love you.

Thank you for our time together today – always so magical. You are such a delight to be with and I can only keep saying the same thing – I love you.

Holding you and caressing you is such a wonderful thing; hearing you gasp as I touch you too – it brings me so much peace and contentment. You are a truly beautiful soul.

I love you.

I need to apologise again for the confusion in my earlier messages – and for finishing sentences half-way but, in my defence, I keep getting distracted….

I love to hold you in my arms – to be close. As I said, I have got you and promise to care for you and to keep you safe in all that is “us”. You are such a delight to me – I do not want to be without you.

I love you beautiful one.

Today will be a good day – I get to see you and hold you in my arms and I cannot think of anything better!

I love you.

Sitting here thinking of you – dreaming of your touch, your kiss, your warm breath on my cheek. Wanting to touch you, to kiss your neck; to love you; your smooth soft skin; your gentle curves. I am captivated by your beauty.

I love you.

I miss you so much, beautiful one.

I love you.

More jobs – all done – and more walking (and no rain this time!) – but the feelings about you are all encompassing as always – and that is a very good thing. I have been thinking about our conversation this morning – again I am so touched (and somewhat overwhelmed yet again) by how concerned you were about me. You are the most wonderful person with the most tender heart – no one has ever shown me such care and attention before and I am so very very grateful.

I so want to be the best person I can you for you, and to care for you. You so deserve to be loved – and I do with all my heart. “Us” means everything to me – we created it together, and we will nurture it and help it to grow and flourish. It is true that, yes, you gave me a bit of a gentle ‘push’ but you only unmasked a whole raft of feelings that were hidden away in one of the ‘boxes’ in my head. But you are simply too precious to me to be in a ‘box’ – I want you in everything I do because you are the most wonderful soul and I cannot be without you.

I love you.