Hello beautiful one – missing you and looking forward to seeing you later. That very thought makes the day much brighter and lifts me up. I think that you are a truly amazing person and I am absolutely captivated by you – and that is just how I want things to be.

I love you.

Travelling – missing you already. Lots of thoughts in my head about you – all lovely ones. You are very beautiful – it took all my will power to resist caressing the very sexy bottom walking up the stairs in front of me this morning!

I know that there are some challenges for us re time together etc but I hope you know how happy you make me – I hope too that I do the same for you.

I love you.

Only a fleeting visit this morning but always enough to reinforce with me how adorable you are – so very beautiful. Holding you and caressing your neck – for me this is absolute contentment.

I hope that you have a good day – looking forward to seeing you later. x

I love you.

So looking forward to seeing you. Hope you slept better last night.

Just want to hold you, to look into your eyes and tell you how much you mean to me. I want you to understand how much I care about you, how precious you are to me, and how much I need to see you and be with you. Perhaps somewhere in the midst of that will be something that, if only in part, goes to soothe the anguish you feel when we are apart. I so wish I could take that all from you.

You are always in my thoughts beautiful one.

I love you.

Good morning my lovely one – looking forward to seeing you again today – however brief. Remember today is another day.

Help me learn about your heart and how to help it – I really want to try. Plus I need to remind you to think about which cream etc etc etc!

I love you – you mean everything to me.

Can’t sleep – thinking of you, your gentle curves and your gentle gasps – completely inappropriate but very real. I really need time with you. I too want you to teach me how to love you.

I love you.

I don’t mean to stress you in any way, but I have to tell you that I would really like to have you here with me, in my arms, to fall asleep with, and then, when I wake, to have you still here, with your warm skin against mine.

I love you my darling beautiful one.

I hope that you are ok – in fact I really worry that you are ok. I see the pain in your face this afternoon and it makes me worry. Not about how you feel about me – I trust you absolutely to be honest with me – but I do worry how you are in yourself. My need for you is very strong – perhaps even extreme, and I don’t want to let you go – you are a very special person. I want you to know how much you are loved by me – you are very beautiful.

If there is anything I can do to help you, please do tell me. You talked about feeling emotional on friday after I spoke with you – I feel the same about you know. My heart breaks to see the anguish in you and to feel quite so unable to help you.

Please do not worry about other aspects – you are amazing in what you make me feel. I do want you to understand and to learn about me but if I am being truthful I am not entirely sure I know about me in the first place. What you make me feel is extraordinary, intense, overwhelming and, at its extreme, sensations that I have never felt before – ever. The combination of “too intense, please stop” with “what are you doing to me (in a very very nice way)?” is not always easy to reconcile – and I am very sorry about that – but the fact remains that your hands are magical.

We will have time together soon – and then I believe that as we nurture “us” so some of these “issues” / concerns will be resolved. In the meantime, I adore you, I delight in your smile and laugh; I dream about you, and if I am being honest, I have a number of totally inappropriate thoughts about you on a regular basis – including every night when I dream about you.

Pleas keep yourself safe until we are together again – I want to love you, to hold you and to trace patterns on your skin.

I love you.