Thinking about you – wanting to hold you. Whatever I try to do, almost immediately you are there in my mind. In a really nice way you intrude on my thoughts, interrupting me, constantly reminding me how lovely you are. And what is so striking about it all is how happy it makes me feel even though part of me aches because we are not together. But the happiness part at least makes our time apart bearable although it all pales into insignificance compared with the joy of actually seeing you.

Every morning I sit in my office hoping to hear your steps on the stairs – and then when you arrive I am so very pleased to see you. Sometimes I worry that I overwhelm you a bit when you first arrive by being somewhat intense but I do on occasions struggle because of how you make me feel. So apologies if this is the case – I simply adore you.

I love you beautiful one.

My beautiful one – I hope that you are ok. Looking for some meetings here and there – not much to find at the moment but will look again later. I am trying to patient but time does pass slowly and I really would like some time with you where it is just us – to help us be “us”. I want to be just you and I – just as ourselves – without any interference from work in any way – I want the peace and contentment of just being with you for hours and hours without worrying about the time ticking away.

Was out for a walk – had a bright idea about the maths thing (was looking at the branches on some trees and it dawned on me re a faster way of sorting data) – so am part way through a new algorithm that I want to test on some historical data, and will do some of that later. I have changed the first bit already and that bit is now about 150% / 160% quicker and more accurate – so am hopeful, it should go a lot faster. Of course I still blame you for making me do this!

Far far more important though, I really need to hold you, kiss you and tell you how much I miss you. I hear your voice when I close my eyes and it feels very good indeed.

I love you.

As time goes by, your confidence in me and how I feel about you, will I hope grow. I want to be able to show you with time, how enriched I am by having you in my life – it is very important to me that you come to know and understand what a very special person you really are.

I love you.

Adorable one – thank you so much for letting me call. Your voice, your laugh – they lift my soul – there is so much gentleness in your voice. I feel better for having spoken with you, however briefly – I miss you terribly.

I don’t want to, nor can I / could I, go away from you – no matter what anyone asks. I can’t help it but you are now so important to me that I have to think about you and “us” in every decision I make – and I am happy that that is so. How you make me feel is unique, extraordinary and one of those once-in-a-lifetime things. For as long as I can remember, no one / nothing has brought the calmness to my thoughts that you have. And I would be completely insane to ignore all of that. The developing, growing “us” is a very good thing indeed – and as you said in the week, the foundation is a very strong one.

I am completely enchanted by your gentleness and your beauty – you are truly lovely to me.

I love you.

Back from a walk – more talking to you – I suspect that you are fed up of me telling you the same things over and over again but it helps me. Plus today I am a bit happier because only 1 day left until I see you again.

I keep thinking about the all the really kind things that you do for me – you are very generous towards me and it is very touching. I want to be that same person for you helping you and caring for you whenever I can.

I love you.

Early morning – dreaming about you – wanting to be cuddled up with you together under a blanket gently kissing your soft skin. Just holding you in my arms and falling asleep – nothing would be more perfect.

I love you.

Can’t sleep – thinking about you all of the time. I tried listening about the history of the Magna Carta – but got bored of that. Tried listening about Zeno’s paradox – the tortoise and Achilles – but got bored of that too. Nothing really diverts me from you – but it wastes some time at least…..

I love you.

I want to be your very best friend my beautiful one. You are already mine. I want to be the person who loves you both emotionally and physically – and I want you to be the same for me too.

I adore you.

I love you.