Hello – a funny day – most importantly I miss you so. I had to call – my heart was bursting when I left at 1pm today – for a while it was unbearable and I was almost insane for you. But then I listened to your songs and whilst I miss you more than I have ever known, I settled a bit. And then talking to you – you soothed my soul – thank you.

But I can’t explain what you make me feel – running away sounds just divine….

Monday, next week – will be wonderful – you make my heart soar – I yearn for you in a way that I had never anticipated, never known before, and which simply consumes me – every moment of my life – whether awake or asleep.

Had an early shower – no stalking – going to my room in 20 mins – time with you in my head and my heart – dreaming of you, desiring you, in love with you – and so today, this evening I am not fine, instead I am absolutely and completely happy because I have you in my life and that is just heavenly – you are amazing and I love you x