18/12/2017 – one year since a message…

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Hello my beautiful one.

One year today since my first message – we have shared so much, thank you. The text below is from that message and means even more now than then. I love you x.

My heart is overwhelmed by you; you consume my every thought and disrupt me so profoundly yet quieten the noise in my head like never before – I feel such peace with you. When I am with you the world just stops, yet of course time marches on and when, all too soon, we have to part I feel torn apart, broken and bereft. The sound of your voice on the phone, the sound of your footsteps on the stairs – these and more cascade waves of happiness through me. Your smile simply dissolves me.

I need you to be my ‘friend’ – I need you to feel wanted, cared for and adored. I need you to know that I am completely captivated by you.

17/12/2017

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Getting up soon – some work to do, then taking the dog out – I need to talk with you, to hear your voice, to feel that closeness with you – always. I can’t explain how much of my day and time is filled with thoughts of you in my head – so very happy and peaceful but missing you so. You are perfect for me – the most amazing soul I have ever known. I love you x.