I miss you – you are my everything – I so wish that we were wrapped up together. Falling asleep with you in my arms is the most heavenly feeling – you are definitely perfect x.

Good morning sweetness – so much to do today and all that I want to do is to come and find you, to hear your voice, to feel your head resting on my shoulder. I want to hold you close, to whisper to you, and to let that whisper become a kiss….

I hope that you are ok or at least as ok as you can be – I miss you, you are so very very special indeed – my definitely perfect one. I love you x.

Dreaming of you – holding you, caressing you, making love and wriggling up close. Missing you terribly my beautiful one – I love you x.

Good morning – I hope that you slept well – looking forward to seeing that beautiful smile again today. I love you so very much – words just aren’t enough. x.

Hello my beautiful one – apart again at night – I miss you. Sweet dreams – I am thinking of you x.

Good morning sweetness – so happy to be seeing you today and plus I get to spend the night with you – so very special indeed. I am excited, so very happy and deeply in love with you – it will be very very lovely – thank you for agreeing to travel wih me – I love you my beautiful one x.

My beautiful one – the nights with you fill my heart with joy and sunshine. Opening my eyes to see you there; reaching out to find you, to rest my hand on your waist is just perfect – so much more than I ever imagined and perhaps the simplest definition of love – I love you, my definitely perfect one x.

Hello – a difficult night – lots of tossing and turning. I didn’t really sleep and am very tired this morning – just getting up now.

I am overwhelmed with sadness, a loneliness born from breaking the heart of the one that I love as I try to extricate myself from here whilst trying to protect my children as best I can.

Today I feel like I am infected – a contamination bringing nothing but anguish to those close to me. I feel such profound weakness in my soul – my desire to be kind to others constrains me, it hampers me, it rips me apart as I try to find a path for me and for us.

I will not stay here with her but I recognise that you may not be able to tolerate the pain of all of this. I would not hold that against you and perhaps the best place for an infection like me is a form of quarantine – isolate me and there will be no more pain for others.

You are OMG – I love you x. I am so very sorry x.