Good morning – getting up shortly – soon there will be the present stampede! I will message you about a time to call because I would love to hear your voice today – to tell you how much I love you, to tell you how much you mean to me, to tell you that I am so very very happy to have you in my life. I want you my beautiful one x.

Happy Christmas my darling – my beautiful one. I love you x.

Dreaming of time together – but in the meantime whilst we are apart, you are everything that I could wish for and so much more. I will miss you loads today and will be thinking of you constantly – you are the love of my life xxxxxxx.

Good morning my darling – a bit achy from the poor mattress but so happy to talk to you last night and to be able to dream about you as I would like to. You mesmerise me – you enchant me – you overwhelm me and I am so very pleased that this is so.

I really really want you to have a lovely time today and tomorrow – my heart is with you always and we will have our time – I love you my darling x.

hello – not sleeping so well back to the uncomfortable mattress – but better this way rather than elsewhere in the house. Dreaming about you my beautiful one – I love you and my heart just yearns for you. Remember, the first thing in the morning, the last thing at night and every moment in between…. x.

Good morning love of my life – longing to see you, hold you, kiss you, talk to you – every moment with you is heavenly…. Days with you are so very lovely. I know that we are apart and if that has to be so then I am so very happy that you will be with your Dad and then your Mum on Christmas Eve and Day. But please always know – my heart is with you constantly – I want you my beautiful one x.

Dreaming of you – wanting to make love to you – I keep hearing your laugh and seeing your smile – just perfect x.

Days without you soon, but a day with you first – and that makes my heart leap. And then days afterwards too…. I know that you will be sad – I know that you love me. My heart belongs to you, I belong to you, but circumstance keeps us apart. I recognise that my decisions drive our future and impact upon you – I recognise that I let you down at times – but I love you with all my heart, absolutely, unconditionally and profoundly. We have our memories – slowly growing, perfectly so.

You are my beautiful one x

Longing to see you in the morning – the love of my life – you are my beautiful one – always x.