21/12/2017

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Hello beautiful one – can’t sleep – constantly thinking of you and the happiness you bring me. I adore you – time with you is just perfect in every way except that there is never enough. And I just want to fall asleep with you – those nights are the best nights I have ever known. Sooooo looking forward to time with you again today my darling. I love you absolutely x.

21/12/2017

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Every night you are the last thought in my head as I fall asleep and the first when I wake. I constantly long to know that you are safe, that you are well, that you feel loved and wanted and desired. You are everything in every way for me – I love you my beautiful one x.

18/12/2017 – one year since a message…

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Hello my beautiful one.

One year today since my first message – we have shared so much, thank you. The text below is from that message and means even more now than then. I love you x.

My heart is overwhelmed by you; you consume my every thought and disrupt me so profoundly yet quieten the noise in my head like never before – I feel such peace with you. When I am with you the world just stops, yet of course time marches on and when, all too soon, we have to part I feel torn apart, broken and bereft. The sound of your voice on the phone, the sound of your footsteps on the stairs – these and more cascade waves of happiness through me. Your smile simply dissolves me.

I need you to be my ‘friend’ – I need you to feel wanted, cared for and adored. I need you to know that I am completely captivated by you.