Dry tonight – missing you – the love of my life – you are amazing x.

Good morning beautiful one – I miss you so much. Spent much of the night awake thinking about you – worrying I suppose. Just wanting to care for you. It is so hard being apart and I know how upset you are – I am so very sorry. I love you x.

Missing you terribly – horrible dreams – and no one to hold in the night. I love you so very much – it is so hard to be without you beautiful one x.

Good morning sweetness – hope you slept well. So looking forward to seeing you this morning x. Longing to hold you – I love you – you are everything x.

Woke up looking for you – I miss you so very much indeed x. I love you beautiful one x.

Getting up soon – missing you beautiful one. See you soon sweetness x.

Hello sweetness – I cannot begin to convey the sadness that I feel about yesterday. I was so ashamed that I had upset you during the call in the morning that things just got worse and worse as the day went on.

I am finding life very hard right now – so often my actions and words are interpreted in a way that I don’t understood – by you, by her – the fault must lie with me – I am the only common factor.

I am so very sorry – I know that that is an inadequate answer but for the moment it is best answer I have right now – I love you x.

Hello wondering how you are – I miss you my beautiful one. Wanting to hold you and to care for you always – I love you x.