21/1/2018

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All I can hear is noise – a tidal wave drowning me, reminding me that there is always more than me, swamping my efforts to be.

Your tears, Sally’s tears, her tears, my tears – rivers of tears. Nothing but tears.

Perhaps as I die in that last moment there will be the quiet that I long for?

Love is so many things – a hand on a waist, a whisper that becomes a kiss.

No squirrel, my only friend has gone – just the rain – perhaps God’s tears?

Be safe my beautiful one – always x.

15/1/2018

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Good morning beautiful – I adore you. I am so pleased that it is Monday – I get to see you today and that is always so very lovely. Time with you, working, talking, being, sharing – always perfect moments with you. I love you so very much and you make everything just right x.