I have had a very nice day just chatting with you – I know that we are apart and that is never easy but it has been lovely to talk with you.

I wondered round thinking about somewhere to eat but like yesterday couldn’t bring myself to go anywhere really nice – all I could think of is how much I miss being with you.

Going for a walk in a minute to get a bit of exercise then back to my room – a bit more work to finish and then I just want some time to think about you.

Thank you for being so kind about the pendant – I was a little anxious – I didn’t really know what you might think and I don’t want to cause you stress or upset you in any way. You are very special to me – I just want to care for you.

I love you so very much – every day learning a little more about you is just perfect – you are the love of my life x.

Hello beautiful one – so lovely to talk to you for so long today. You are such a wonderful and amazing soul – I adore you. As always just counting down the time until we next meet – Wednesday will be magical, time with you always is. I love you x.

Thank you for your time this morning – thank you for being so very wonderful and loving – thank you for wanting me. I will call later, it is so lovely to hear that lilting voice of yours – I love you beautiful one x.

Good morning lovely – I hope that you slept well – missing you loads this morning but will call you soon to tell you how much I love you. I love you very much indeed and just want to be with you every day and every night. So looking forward to some time together this week my beautiful one x.

Another day – sleeping somewhere else – once again apart from you but always longing for you. Dreaming about you beautiful one and that very sexy bottom of yours! I love you x

More thinking about you – always you. Thinking about how amazing you are. Thinking about how I progress things at home, how I make sure the children know I love them. They may not recognise that in the midst of the turmoil.

I think about living with you – don’t really mind where – I think about falling asleep with you and waking with you every day.

I think about your friendships and how they survive all of this – I can see how much they mean to you, you show it in your face every time you talk about them.

I think about your heart and taking care of it – sometimes I worry that I think so very differently to you. I just need to try harder and get so much better at understanding you – and I promise I will do everything and anything to make that possible.

I think about you – the definitely perfect beautiful you, the astonishingly wonderful you, the really very sexy indeed you, the you that is the love of my life – and I realise that you are unlike any woman I have ever known – you treat me very very differently and I love you for it. I want to be yours forever – please say “yes” xxxxxx

Hello love of my life – you are always so kind and patient with me and the ramblings of my thoughts. I adore you – and being on the receiving end of such tenderness and care just draws me ever closer to you. You worry about the noise in my head and I know that it can cause problems at times. But over the last few weeks in spite of the stresses at home it has been so much better – and all because of you. Being able to message you at night and to ‘talk’ with you during the days when we are apart really helps – I love sharing with you – thoughts, love, intimacy, everything. You are so very precious to me – for me taking time to care for you and to try and show you (however imperfectly) how much I love you brings me such happiness and joy – it is so wonderful to have found such a delightful soul to love – and I do so very much. For so long I have been told by others (and indeed this is part of the noise in my head) that I have a constant need to do things, to be busy and that I am unable to relax and while away time. Yet with you that is all I want to do – to sit with you, to share with you, to love you. I could and would and indeed want to spend all my hours with you – simply being and sharing – a bit like we did yesterday without any regard for time because time with you is simply exquisite.

I love you my beautiful one – life with you is just perfect – and I simply need and want more x.

About 40 mins more travelling to do – looking at homes, furniture etc – you are constantly in my thoughts my darling – I love you.

Wondering how you are – are you in the sunshine? are you ok? are you comfortable with the conversation today with your friend? It must have been a difficult thing. So many things I worry about with you.

I miss you but it was so very lovely to hear your voice this morning. Times like the last two weeks and then yesterday simply reinforce to me how much you mean to me. I want to be with you – I love you my beautiful one x.