9/6/2017

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Profoundly in love with you – just came out of the shower – wet, naked, with a bit to drink but not too much, now glorious and lying on my bed to dry off. I just want to make love to you but can’t – I want you to feel loved and wanted, everything else is irrelevant. I love you x

9/6/2017

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Please be safe – please take care – please don’t forget me – please know that I love you – please lets talk and lets plan for ‘us’ going forward – I could not want for anything more – you are all I need my beautiful one x

9/6/2017

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Hello – thank you for finding time and a way to talk with me today – I am so very happy. You are the most perfect soul – I love you.

I am so very sorry that you are having such a hard time. You sound like you have no say over what you do – and that simply isn’t fair. I too have experienced the piece of “put your phone away” only to have her spend time on hers thereafter – and it is wrong. I know that they are your friends and I don’t mean to speak out of turn but they are not looking after you. Rather they are in a way bullying you – constantly badgering and cajoling – I am not saying that their motives are not real and supportive but the way it all comes out is just unjust – and you do not deserve that. Not you. Not kind and gentle you. And to hear that story from you just breaks my heart sweetness.

I have been rambling a bit this week – I know that you will tell me off but I will say sorry, I need to. But like I said to you my darling, as much as I feel a pain in my soul for you, for as long as we are apart I want to feel that pain. And that is so, whether now or 10 years in the future or whenever….. that pain shows me that I love you, it shows me that you are the most important soul – the most amazingly delightful and beautiful woman – the person I want forever x.

Hearing your voice has made my day just perfect – my heart feels alive, happy, excited, enchanted, in love….. your laugh – truly beautiful, so very feminine – the lilting tones just mesmerise me – and my love for you just deepens further.

I am fine – I am ok truly – I am not sleeping quite right but I can’t but help miss you. I long to see you, to hold you, to kiss you, to make love to you – to show you that you are loved and wanted. I want to share me with you – to lie with you so that we are entwined, close, intimate and simply together – nothing could be more perfect.

I love you my darling – you are the love of my life – always, just you, only you, definitely perfect you. x.

9/6/2017

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I love you – hearing your voice, truly magical, enchanting, loving – everything that I miss so very much. I need you. I will write, I will ramble, but underneath it all I love you and I don’t ever want that to change – so I will put up with everything because I want the love of my life back with me my beautiful one x

9/6/2017

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Hello – once again I think I owe you an apology. My emotions without you here are a bit all over the place and some of the less good bits of my personality keep appearing. I don’t mean to be quite so sad at times and ultimately I know that you will be back soon and that we have so much to look forward to. I love you my beautiful one x

9/6/2017

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Good morning sweetness – somewhere different for you again today – I hope that the weather is good and that you have a really nice time. I miss you. I know that I keep telling you this and that it must be come across as being ever so repetitive – so I am sorry for that, but at the same time it is by far the overriding feeling that I have. The feeling of loss does not diminish as the days go back – the numbness that I feel in my inner core just sits weighing me down.

Thank you though for my messages – thank you for taking the time to let me know how you are – I need you to be ok. Please don’t though get yourself into trouble and please don’t let them give you a hard time or hassle you. I just want to care for you every day and to keep you safe with me.

I love you my beautiful one x.