On a number of calls now – thank you for messaging again. Missing you loads – so very much – finding it hard to concentrate at times and in part just want to run away to somewhere where you and I can be ‘us’ without any oversight. How wonderful that would be……

I love you my beautiful one – please look after yourself for me x.

Hello – back in my office for a bit – missing you loads. Your weather looks a bit better today. Thank you for caring about me – thank you for being you. I love you my beautiful one and am thinking about you all of the time. You are definitely perfect for me x.

Dashing from one meeting to another – how are you sweetness? Very wet here today as well – not like summer at all.

I really miss you – you are everything to me. I know that I get snowed under at times and so don’t write as much as I would like to (which frustrates me) but I am always thinking of you. I feel so empty at times just a shell of what I am when you are with me – it feels like my enthusiasm for life has been drained from me. But then at other times when I am alone, I sit and dream of you and your smile and I feel so very happy, alive and excited and just so looking forward to holding you in my arms. So lots of ups and downs – many times a day.

I want to be with you every moment of every day – I want you to feel loved and wanted – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one, good morning, another day without you and that enchanting smile of yours. I love you so very much, it is really hard not being able to see you. Please always be safe and take care – I want you back with me. I love you my darling x

Night #2 with you away – I hope this is a better night for you beautiful one – I miss you when I wake, I love you x

Home now, had a shower and ate very quickly. Some very polite conversations and some semi-stalking (not shower related). I am downstairs but will be in my room soon. I am ok – truly – missing you terribly – but so very happy indeed to be deeply in love with a beautiful soul with the most desirable gentle curves. The love of my life – you, my beautiful one – I love you x.

Hello – haven’t gone home yet – sat in the car in a layby thinking about you. Missing you terribly and just not up to going home yet – I have been sat here for about an hour listening to your songs – cried for a bit but settled more recently. Will eventually go home of course but I miss you so very much that it is really hard.

Thoughts of you fill my head all of the time – I have your songs on in the car, really, really loud. The sound engulfs me and takes me away from here. It lifts me up into the clouds where all I can see is sunshine – and then I realise that that sunshine is your radiant smile illuminating my life, brightening every moment of my day, day after day. I look forward to lying in bed falling asleep – dreaming of you, imagining that we are together, entwined and wrapped in each other’s arms, longing to make love to you so that I can truly show you how much I care for you.

Sometimes at night I wake and find myself talking to you as I wake – and every time the words that I am speaking as I wake are “I love you beautiful one”. You are truly part of me now and my heart is yours – I love you x.

As much as I am very jealous, please do enjoy your dinner – I miss you so much. Be safe with your messages – I love you x.