Last night until I see you – I miss you so much my beautiful one – I love you x.

Going for a shower – all packed up for the morning – just need to leave at the appointed time to come and find you. 312 miles – I will be there I promise. I dream of you every night – tonight will be no different except that tomorrow I will see you and that will be amazing.

I hope that you have had a good evening with friends tonight – your friends are important. You are important – in fact you are everything and even more than that if that is possible. You are definitely perfect.

I love you my beautiful one – you are the most enchanting soul I have ever known.

x

Hello – lots of emotions in my thoughts and my heart tonight. Missing you loads – sad about me and what I should be for you (but am not) – I think I let you down sometimes. I know that you will tell me that I don’t but to quote someone famous (i.e. you) “I think you might have done” and actually I’m pretty sure that I have – and for that I am sorry. Truly sorry and a little heart broken.

You are the love of my life and I adore you – my love for you grows deeper every day and I am constantly drawn to you – that is why I have to call so often – sorry can’t help it. But I also know that so much still needs to be addressed here and whilst I try to make that all happen all I do is allow my circumstances to hurt you and cause you pain almost daily – if not multiple times a day.

And so that cannot be allowed to continue – I have to resolve the various issues quicker and more clearly than I have done to date. I see that absolutely. Otherwise one day I will come looking for you and you will have wandered away because of too much pain in your heart – there is only so much that you can be expected to bear my darling – I understand that.

You enrich my life, you show me such tenderness, I love you my beautiful one x

Finished working – finding others now – will be out for lunch with everyone. Missing you and can’t wait until tomorrow – you are everything to me. I know that you are sad – I know that text messages are not the best – but certainly from my side we are very OK. You are definitely perfect my beautiful one and I love you x.

Hello – missing you loads – I hope you slept well and that you feel a little rested today – I will call you soon my beautiful one – I love you x

Hello – thinking of you lying here awake wondering how you are – I love you, sweet dreams my darling x

Hello sorry to be so slow with messages but lots of connection issues here but hopefully now all ok. I have been fine except very frustrated that we have not been able to message and I know that you will worry. I am ok – truly – I miss you, I love you – you are everything x.

Missing you loads – please be ok – it is entirely selfish of me but I really need you to be ok for us – you are eternally my beautiful one x