Dashing from one meeting to another – how are you sweetness? Very wet here today as well – not like summer at all.

I really miss you – you are everything to me. I know that I get snowed under at times and so don’t write as much as I would like to (which frustrates me) but I am always thinking of you. I feel so empty at times just a shell of what I am when you are with me – it feels like my enthusiasm for life has been drained from me. But then at other times when I am alone, I sit and dream of you and your smile and I feel so very happy, alive and excited and just so looking forward to holding you in my arms. So lots of ups and downs – many times a day.

I want to be with you every moment of every day – I want you to feel loved and wanted – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one, good morning, another day without you and that enchanting smile of yours. I love you so very much, it is really hard not being able to see you. Please always be safe and take care – I want you back with me. I love you my darling x

Night #2 with you away – I hope this is a better night for you beautiful one – I miss you when I wake, I love you x

Home now, had a shower and ate very quickly. Some very polite conversations and some semi-stalking (not shower related). I am downstairs but will be in my room soon. I am ok – truly – missing you terribly – but so very happy indeed to be deeply in love with a beautiful soul with the most desirable gentle curves. The love of my life – you, my beautiful one – I love you x.

Hello – haven’t gone home yet – sat in the car in a layby thinking about you. Missing you terribly and just not up to going home yet – I have been sat here for about an hour listening to your songs – cried for a bit but settled more recently. Will eventually go home of course but I miss you so very much that it is really hard.

Thoughts of you fill my head all of the time – I have your songs on in the car, really, really loud. The sound engulfs me and takes me away from here. It lifts me up into the clouds where all I can see is sunshine – and then I realise that that sunshine is your radiant smile illuminating my life, brightening every moment of my day, day after day. I look forward to lying in bed falling asleep – dreaming of you, imagining that we are together, entwined and wrapped in each other’s arms, longing to make love to you so that I can truly show you how much I care for you.

Sometimes at night I wake and find myself talking to you as I wake – and every time the words that I am speaking as I wake are “I love you beautiful one”. You are truly part of me now and my heart is yours – I love you x.

As much as I am very jealous, please do enjoy your dinner – I miss you so much. Be safe with your messages – I love you x.

I need to tell you that you are the love of my life – beautiful, lovely, delightful, kind, gentle, tender, desirable, sexy, so very loving and considerate towards me and so much more. Each and every day you show me different facets of your personality, you show me such love and kindness and it is always the most loving of experiences – you constantly overwhelm me in the most positive of ways, simply extraordinary.

I adore you – I long to hold you, my heart yearns for you – to sit with you, to talk with you, to care for you – and at night I look for you, my hand wants to rest on your waist gently loving you as we fall asleep together. Please be safe my darling – come back to me x.

Hello – sorry to be slow with messages but not because I have forgotten you beautiful one – far from it. But everyone keeps getting in my way every time I try to write you something! I really really miss you – that ache in my middle is still very much there. I so very much want to hold you, to kiss you, to caress your lovely soft skin and to tell you how I love you. I find it really hard when I can’t see you or talk to you.

You are everything to me my darling – I cannot tell you enough how very precious and special you are to me – I cannot and do not want to imagine my life without you in it. I love you my beautiful one – just counting down the time until you are back x.