Listening to your songs – dreaming about you – hearing your voice and when I close my eyes I see that enchanting smile of yours.

Every day while you are away I will wonder how you are, where you are (although I will stalk you a bit), what you are doing etc. I will wonder if you are eating and sleeping ok – if you are getting any rest – if your friends are looking after you etc. All I want is for you to be ok – and to remember me, to know that I love you and want you and to understand that I am planning one day to come and find you once and for all.

My beautiful one – you consume my every thought – you enrich my life – I adore you x

Good morning – I hope that you slept well – I miss you loads and it will be hard not to see you for so long. But I do love you, I do have your songs and we will message perhaps infrequently depending on where you are. But please always know that you will be in my thoughts always my beautiful one – I love you x.

Hello beautiful one – it was so lovely to see you yesterday – I miss holding you, I love you x.

Good morning beautiful one – so looking forward to seeing you today – I will call and let you know how I am doing – please be safe until I see you. I love you x.

I am very sorry that you were so upset last night – it all just reinforces to me that I am not doing such a great job in caring for you. But please do not hide your thoughts and feelings from me because how can we be “us” if we don’t share properly?

I love you – I will try harder to address the issues that trouble you – please know that my heart yearns for you every minute of every day my beautiful one, you are definitely perfect and I need you x.

Last night until I see you – I miss you so much my beautiful one – I love you x.

Going for a shower – all packed up for the morning – just need to leave at the appointed time to come and find you. 312 miles – I will be there I promise. I dream of you every night – tonight will be no different except that tomorrow I will see you and that will be amazing.

I hope that you have had a good evening with friends tonight – your friends are important. You are important – in fact you are everything and even more than that if that is possible. You are definitely perfect.

I love you my beautiful one – you are the most enchanting soul I have ever known.

x

Hello – lots of emotions in my thoughts and my heart tonight. Missing you loads – sad about me and what I should be for you (but am not) – I think I let you down sometimes. I know that you will tell me that I don’t but to quote someone famous (i.e. you) “I think you might have done” and actually I’m pretty sure that I have – and for that I am sorry. Truly sorry and a little heart broken.

You are the love of my life and I adore you – my love for you grows deeper every day and I am constantly drawn to you – that is why I have to call so often – sorry can’t help it. But I also know that so much still needs to be addressed here and whilst I try to make that all happen all I do is allow my circumstances to hurt you and cause you pain almost daily – if not multiple times a day.

And so that cannot be allowed to continue – I have to resolve the various issues quicker and more clearly than I have done to date. I see that absolutely. Otherwise one day I will come looking for you and you will have wandered away because of too much pain in your heart – there is only so much that you can be expected to bear my darling – I understand that.

You enrich my life, you show me such tenderness, I love you my beautiful one x