Hello my beautiful one – not enough messages today – I am sorry – but not because I have not been thinking about you. I have – lots and lots and lots.

Have been doing some work and then some more difficult conversations here along the same line as yesterday. As before I am not committing beyond July and you and “us” are safe in my heart. I cannot imagine a life for me without you in it – I dream of the sunshine with you. But until then I still need you and absolutely want you.

Your voice this morning – always lovely to hear soothing my soul. Your smile brightens my day – I see it when I close my eyes. The gentle “thank you” – just perfect.

I would rather be alone than where I am now – but instead I have you and that is just heavenly. I want you my darling to share my life with – to desire, to love – you are my beautiful one x.

Hello my darling – hope you slept ok. I spent most of the night awake thinking of you – I love you so very much you take my breath away and I don’t know what to say – will go walking soon and I hope to speak to you some time – I love you x

Dreaming of you – missing you – sore triceps – the energiser bunny has a lot to answer for! I love you x

Hello lovely – finished exercise and showering – now sat on my own in the quiet writing to you.

I sit and imagine a time when we are together whenever and wherever we want to be – where we sit together holding hands, where we lie together entwined in each other’s arms, where we share everything and ourselves with each other. I imagine caring for you, keeping you safe, having fun with you, laughing with you, loving you each and every day – waking with you, falling asleep with you.

I am mindful of your heart – but my darling I have to tell you that for some time now I have been thinking that we need to find the sunshine and that I would then like to ask you to live with me side by side together – if you could bear it. To share my life every day with you would bring me such happiness.

You are the love of my life – I am enthralled by you, mesmerised and enchanted – and my darling I love you x.

I have been doing lots of thinking this morning about us and a way forward – and the need for me to progress things here. I want to be helpful here but it can’t be at my expense.

I am drawn to you in a way I can’t fully explain but it consumes me – and that is a good thing I think – in fact a very good thing indeed. You are completely enchanting and I adore you – although we are apart, and as much as I miss you today, the happiness that just thinking about you brings me is profound – so you are a truly amazing and unique soul – you are definitely perfect and I love you so very much my darling x.

Hello sweetness – thinking of you all the time and I really miss you. Wondering how you are – don’t spend all your time working.

I am constantly thinking of the last week and all the time we had together and how wonderful it was – it all just reinforces to me how happy you make me and what a unique and special soul you are. You bring such joy to me – you overwhelm me in so many ways – but all of them amazing and beautiful. And just when I think that things can’t be any more wonderful they are – you never cease to amaze me.

Every moment with you is so very precious – every moment is peaceful and pure contentment – every moment is heavenly – I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Good morning my darling – I hope that you slept well – will be walking at some point this morning. Sat here thinking of your beautiful smile and I can hear your voice in my head – and I am happy and content. Your songs are here with me too – they make me feel very close to you.

You are everything to me and I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – missing you – looking forward to next tuesday lying with you in my arms – I love you x.