Hi writing while I walk so apologies if the spelling is bad.

I love you my darling – I spent so much of the night last night just dreaming about you. Half the time I wasn’t sure if I was asleep or not yet constantly in my thoughts all there was was you. I think about your radiant smile – it shines a light on my life and its brilliance shows me a world that I have never known before. As I walk now I can hear your voice in my head – the gentle lilt thank you melts my heart as I think about how very beautiful you are.

This week has been the most extraordinary week. The opportunity to make love to you almost whenever we want to has shown me a closeness and a profound love for you that I had never anticipated when “us” first started. Whilst we may have had some small misunderstandings, when compared to the absolute joy and all-encompassing and completely engulfing happiness that we have shared this week, these are but trivial ripples in a sea of everlasting togetherness.

My heart is yours – eternally so. I simply do not know the words to explain to you how much you mean to me. But I do know that my life has been immeasurably enriched by your presence and I cannot and will not let you go. The only thing that will take you away from me is if you were to ever change your mind. Every day with you in my life is a wonderful day. The days when I get to talk to you are even more wonderful; those when I see you are yet more wonderful, and those when we have time alone to ourselves unfettered by the constraints that others bring to bear on us are simply heavenly. You are an amazing soul – definitely perfect – I love you with everything that is me. I want you to feel loved and wanted and cared for and protected and adored and desired and so much more – for all of these things I feel for you each and every day and night. You are the love of my life my eternally beautiful one x.

Hello my beautiful one – I can’t help but worry about you. Please be ok whatever conversations you have – however difficult. And some of these are very hard ones. In part you are not being listened to and I am not sure that saying even more at the moment will make much difference – it is likely that you still won’t be listened to. Some of this is a function of time – consistency over time reinforces statements. Certainly here it is provoking daily questions in one form or another.

Only you can know what is truly right for you – I will support you in any way I can whatever you decide – I love you absolutely x

Good morning – I hope that you are ok. I miss you. Doing various jobs today – out walking soon I think. Will listen to your songs and talk to you as always when we are apart. I miss you loads – but am just counting down the days until next weekend when it will be our time. I love you my beautiful one x.

Some days apart – always difficult but dreaming of my beautiful one and that makes me very happy indeed – I love you x.

I hope that you have a lovely time this evening with your friends and that they don’t give you a hard time. If whatever time you get home it is safe to message then please do whatever the time – even if only one message to say good night – I would really like that. Sorry to be needy.

One day we will walk in the sunshine – I want you by my side, holding my hand – I love you x.

Got home about 30 mins ago – went to see Dad and had some jobs to do. No propositions here but instead the third degree on why isn’t my phone tracking on – but I have stuck to our discussion and it stays off. A somewhat brutal conversation – no shouting – and I am fine (really I am) and I am not caving in.

I don’t know when you might see this but I need to tell you – you are everything to me. I know that we have had slightly misunderstood conversations both yesterday and today about our time together – and I know that you will tell me off – but I am genuinely sorry if I hurt you in any way. I want you so very much and I will do better. I don’t ever want to see that look on your face again – that sad smile of yours – and to hear you say that you were disappointed in yourself, my heart is breaking….. I am yours in my head and my heart – I want to belong to you forever – intimate time with you is truly heavenly – all of it, every time, always. So you are indeed everything – more than I have ever known, yet absolutely all that I desire both emotionally and physically and so much more than I could ever wish for

I love you my darling – you are eternally my beautiful one x.

Just going home – I need to tell you that every day spent with you is just pure delight. Making love to you is heavenly – yes, you overwhelm me but only ever in the nicest possible way – the most amazing experiences and feelings of my life – all of them, every time, time after time. You are quite unique. I trust you absolutely and implicitly with everything that is me – you would never hurt me, I know that.

My heart yearns for you – you are definitely perfect – I miss you but having you in my life is sheer bliss – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello beautiful one – missing you loads – see you soon. I would really like to kiss you – I love you x.