Showered, dry, still naked, gloriousness subsiding (it makes it very difficult to type by the way – can’t put my computer on my lap….), your songs, all quiet, just very content and happy, looking forward to seeing you tomorrow x.

Profoundly in love with you – sometimes overwhelmed by your loveliness, but always always, in awe of your absolute and all-encompassing beauty x.

I yearn for you, my heart needs you, my heart adores you, you make me complete in so many ways – but most of all you let me care for you and you let me love you – all I need to do now is to keep walking that path to the sunshine for us – with you alongside me.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Beautiful one – you talked yesterday of worrying if the questions and answers of the last few days had been too much for me. Nothing could be further from the truth – we should talk about things, the past, the now, the future – we should share our feelings, our hopes, our desires. I asked you a question in good faith – not loaded, simply trying to understand – and I was very comfortable and happy with the answer. I love you – I need to understand you more, in so many ways – and every day I learn a little more and every single aspect, all of it, has been and continues to be exciting, enticing and delightful. Not one thing about you has made me feel concern or stress – all of you, just as you are, is absolutely perfect for me.

I love you my darling – you are enchanting in the extreme x.

I am really sorry that there have not been any messages but this is not because I have forgotten about you my beautiful one. Rather, everyone wants everything “now” and I am pulled in so many directions. And then on top of that I am being smothered with kindness which is so terribly claustrophobic – in the end I have just said “please leave me alone, let me be….” and just gone off and finished all of the things that they want.

And now I am a little tearful – now sat outside on the grass for 5 mins with my phone – and I am tearful because I do not want you to feel neglected or ignored. I do not want you to think that I have not been thinking about you – because I have and constantly so. All that is in head is you – and like my other message I just crave time with you.

Yesterday, today, beautiful – today was just amazing. That we could make love twice – I don’t know how you fixed me but that was very unexpected on my part, yet just simply loving in every possible way. And yet again, you overwhelm me in the most wonderful and tender way.

You are without a doubt the love of my life – the most extraordinary soul, the epitome of feminine beauty and my absolute eternal beautiful one x.

Hello, finished work – in my office – so will do more work whilst I wait to hear from you. Just noticed that my messages from last night did not come through properly so have fixed that – you must have been thinking “what is this?”! I didn’t forget – honestly.

I cannot tell you enough about how much you mean to me – I was so driven to come and find you on thursday – and every day is like that. So much of what I do revolves around you now – and I am very content that that is so. I love you my beautiful one, my definitely perfect one – you are very very special indeed x.

Hello awake, work telephone call, can’t go back to sleep so just lying here thinking of you. Partly glorious – this is the effect you have! Thinking about you is very peaceful – so many memories that we are now forming of our own – kind, gentle and loving memories, for me, of the most delightful woman, someone who I want to be with and share with forever.

I love you beautiful one x.

Thank you for the time today, the calls and the messages – thank you for loving me and for caring for me – thank you for being the most wonderful soul. I wish we were lying together right now – I love you my darling x.

Shower time now, no more fuss here, no stalking – then will shortly be in my room. Then I will lie down and dream of you and listen to your songs. Looking forward to monday when I will definitely see you – and fingers crossed re tomorrow but only if it is safe for you. All I want to do is to hold you close – feeling you resting your head on my shoulder, that makes me very happy indeed.

I love you my beautiful one – you are definitely perfect x.