Hello my darling – so very good to see you – looking forward to proper time with you this afternoon. You are so very beautiful and I love you very much x.

Awake a bit earlier today – lying here thinking of you – how I long to wake up next you to, intertwined. Today will be a good day – time spent with the love of my life – see you soon my beautiful one x.

Thinking of you – counting down the days until we are beside each other at night – I love you x

You have a tender and gentle heart – you have a kindness to you for me that is very loving – you care for me in every way imaginable and then more. I am blessed that this is so. I adore you – I love you – you are eternally my beautiful one x.

Going to my room soon – will listen to your songs and that helps me to feel close to you. Looking forward to seeing you tomorrow. I want to make love to you tomorrow please if that is ok with you – because for me feeling that close to you, sharing all of me with you, helping you to feel pleasure, these are the things that make my life feel valuable and fulfilling.

You are my everything – my beautiful one – I love you x.

Sitting here thinking of you – overwhelmed by you – truly. My heart sometimes really struggles with you at times, my darling. We had a wonderful afternoon – one of the best ever. For me, time with you, holding you, talking to you, making love to you – I could not wish for more.

But then your anguish – and it was so real, I could see it in your face. That you would anguish so much about what I felt – I truly don’t know what to say. I do understand what you feel though – you make me feel amazing things. Making love to you is extraordinary – you make me feel more than I have ever known – the feelings of orgasm inside you, wanted and loved are extreme. But as wonderful as that all is, the best and strongest emotion for me making love to you is that I want to give you pleasure, I want you to enjoy me. And as long as that happens then I am content, very much so, and deeply, profoundly in love with you. So I get it that you want me to feel wonderful things.

But I need to tell you – you did that and then again so many many more times over. We might never agree on this, I suspect. I find it hard enough to cope with the fact that you want to make love to me in the first place, that you want to feel me orgasm is an even harder thing to get my head around – but today, that you would anguish like you did over me, I am not sure that I can cope with that. I am yours, in my heart I belong to you and that is good. I live now to care for you, to keep you safe, to love you. You worrying about me like this is just a whole different order of magnitude of things and in truth I will never feel worthy of that – just because I won’t. In my head, I am not that person – I know though that I am that person in your head – and for that I am now and will always be eternally grateful.

So you overwhelm me my beautiful – I love you x.

You are amazing – I know that I say that so many times to you – but you are. You are beautiful, we make love, you worry about me in a way that makes me feel so very wanted and like nothing I have ever experienced before. So yes, you are amazing. Today was incredible – time together, not long I know but so very close and loving and just wonderful. If every day was like today I would be so very happy indeed.

Please know that I love you, being intimate with you is joyous in the extreme. You are the love of my life my beautiful one – you take my breath away my darling x.

Hi – I really enjoyed seeing you albeit briefly – that smile is amazing. I love you x