A fleeting visit earlier but I was so very happy to see you my beautiful one – I love you – see you later x.

Thank you for a lovely morning – please don’t be sad my darling – I love you so very much x.

Good morning beautiful one – thinking of you all through the night – I hope that you slept ok and that your back is ok. These last few days have been really hard and I am longing to see you this morning. I love you my darling x.

Hello – missing you so very much but at least now only a few hours until I see you again. I love you x.

I know that you have gone to sleep my darling – but I have finished my shower. Glorious is passing now – natural fading – no fun without you – and I am sat here just slowly drying thinking of you. My heart is bursting with love for you – you are the one who makes me glorious – and that is because you are a very special person indeed. I adore you – and glorious is as much about that love as it is anything physical – although physical is amazing too. My darling beautiful one – I love you x.

Please help me to help you my beautiful one – I don’t know what else to do other than to constantly tell you “I love you” x

Just sitting down to do some work – lots of little jobs out of the way now.

I think that you are very forlorn today – I wish that that were not so. I am listening to your songs and I have re-read the emails that you have sent me with your poems to me about me. You take my breath away – each and every day when I think about you I can never really find the words to properly describe how I feel about you. I know that you feel vulnerable, but I will keep you safe in my heart – I have done so in the past, I have done so today and I will in the future – always, I promise.

You talked yesterday about me perhaps changing as part of me opening up to you so that I no longer wanted you / thought that you were not right for me. Deep down in me there is nothing to change – I am the person I am – the sum of my parts. And deep within me too, inextricably entwined with my inner me is an amazing and loving woman called “my beautiful one” – you. So whatever I do or don’t do – however it shows on my outside, inside you are there – always. Safe in my heart, protected at all times, and the soul that I want to walk forward with into the sunshine. Every day you light up my life with you smile, your breath on my cheek, your gasp and shudders when we are close – these are the air that I breathe – you are my everything and I love you above all else x.

I miss you terribly – thank you for my messages – all I can think of is how much I want to hold you close to me to keep you safe and to care for you. How much I love to kiss you and how much I would like to make love to you. How much I want you to know that I adore you my beautiful one x.