Hi – last bits of work done before leaving shortly – I miss you. I hope that we can meet – I feel very excited – you make everything just right for me and I long to hold you close. Sat down for a bit while walking and thought lots about you and what the future might be – lots of lovely, wonderful, mesmerising thoughts my darling. You are such a special person to me, and I love you my beautiful one x.

Missing you loads – finished tons of work – showering in 5 mins then walking – dry here now so hopefully ok for later – really looking forward to seeing you – I love you so very much x.

Hello beautiful one – hoping that I see you today – fingers crossed – laughing at your messages. You are such a delight to me in every possible way. I love you – you are simply and absolutely everything to me in every way x.

Hello – I hope that you slept better and that you have had some rest – how are you? I really worry. I hope that we get to speak – even a few mins helps to soothe my anguish. In the meantime I have your songs and our memories and though I miss you so, I feel close to you in my heart always. I love you beautiful one x.

Not sleeping – missing you terribly – I know that you are struggling too. Lying with you is simply prefect – the meaning of true love and contentment my beautiful one x.

Hello my darling – all fine here – in my bed with your songs, slowly drying, partly glorious but without you fading away.

In all the time that we have been “us”, all that you have ever shown me is the most tender love – your smile, your eyes, your breath on my cheek, your head on my shoulder – contentment and love in its purest form – perfect.

I love you – you are the most beautiful woman I have ever known – you are extraordinary and you have completely and eternally captured my heart X.

Hello my darling – shower time shortly, no stalking, then into my room – I love you x.

Had more conversations about the text messages – some tears but no storming out and no other major fuss. Not sure it has fully sunk in yet but making progress (genuinely) I think. Talked again about holding hands and this has been accepted. But only time will tell if that is truly the case. Plus some more conversations re sleeping arrangements whilst away at the end of this month – I cannot lie with anyone but you – I made that clear (didn’t mention you though).

I am fine and will message shortly after shower – week after week my love for you grows – the intensity grows and the pain when we are apart is increasingly paralysing. You are definitely perfect and I am so very lucky indeed – you make my life complete in a way that I have never known before and never imagined might even exist. I love you my darling x.

In the toilet – part way through a difficult conversation but all the time I am thinking of you – so had to write my darling. You are simply perfect in every way, enchanting, mesmerising, delightful, desirable, sexy, exquisite, beautiful and always always so very kind and thoughtful. You are safe in my heart always – I love you x.