Beautiful one – you talked yesterday of worrying if the questions and answers of the last few days had been too much for me. Nothing could be further from the truth – we should talk about things, the past, the now, the future – we should share our feelings, our hopes, our desires. I asked you a question in good faith – not loaded, simply trying to understand – and I was very comfortable and happy with the answer. I love you – I need to understand you more, in so many ways – and every day I learn a little more and every single aspect, all of it, has been and continues to be exciting, enticing and delightful. Not one thing about you has made me feel concern or stress – all of you, just as you are, is absolutely perfect for me.

I love you my darling – you are enchanting in the extreme x.

I am really sorry that there have not been any messages but this is not because I have forgotten about you my beautiful one. Rather, everyone wants everything “now” and I am pulled in so many directions. And then on top of that I am being smothered with kindness which is so terribly claustrophobic – in the end I have just said “please leave me alone, let me be….” and just gone off and finished all of the things that they want.

And now I am a little tearful – now sat outside on the grass for 5 mins with my phone – and I am tearful because I do not want you to feel neglected or ignored. I do not want you to think that I have not been thinking about you – because I have and constantly so. All that is in head is you – and like my other message I just crave time with you.

Yesterday, today, beautiful – today was just amazing. That we could make love twice – I don’t know how you fixed me but that was very unexpected on my part, yet just simply loving in every possible way. And yet again, you overwhelm me in the most wonderful and tender way.

You are without a doubt the love of my life – the most extraordinary soul, the epitome of feminine beauty and my absolute eternal beautiful one x.

Hello, finished work – in my office – so will do more work whilst I wait to hear from you. Just noticed that my messages from last night did not come through properly so have fixed that – you must have been thinking “what is this?”! I didn’t forget – honestly.

I cannot tell you enough about how much you mean to me – I was so driven to come and find you on thursday – and every day is like that. So much of what I do revolves around you now – and I am very content that that is so. I love you my beautiful one, my definitely perfect one – you are very very special indeed x.

Hello awake, work telephone call, can’t go back to sleep so just lying here thinking of you. Partly glorious – this is the effect you have! Thinking about you is very peaceful – so many memories that we are now forming of our own – kind, gentle and loving memories, for me, of the most delightful woman, someone who I want to be with and share with forever.

I love you beautiful one x.

Thank you for the time today, the calls and the messages – thank you for loving me and for caring for me – thank you for being the most wonderful soul. I wish we were lying together right now – I love you my darling x.

Shower time now, no more fuss here, no stalking – then will shortly be in my room. Then I will lie down and dream of you and listen to your songs. Looking forward to monday when I will definitely see you – and fingers crossed re tomorrow but only if it is safe for you. All I want to do is to hold you close – feeling you resting your head on my shoulder, that makes me very happy indeed.

I love you my beautiful one – you are definitely perfect x.

Lots of conversations recently including today – little steps on a path to the sunshine. Time with you is extraordinary, so very happy, peaceful and pure contentment – what more could I wish for but you. I am so in love with you – so captivated by you. I am drawn to you, my heart yearns for you – sharing with you is all that I want.

I love you my darling beautiful one x.

Wanting to be with you – thinking about you all of the time. Just finished a load of jobs and now on my own for a short while so had to write and tell you that you mean everything to me.

I promise to work hard to sort things here – I have been thinking about our conversations earlier and it all just reinforces to me how much I want to be with you. I don’t want to not see you around the time of our birthdays – life shouldn’t be that difficult.

I need time with you – I need to show you how much I love you. I want to care for you. I want to hold you close. I want to make love to you. And most of all I want you to feel wanted – because I love you in a way that I have never known before and so much more than I ever anticipated. And every day that passes that love for you grows ever deeper. You are my beautiful one eternally so x.