Hello – night #10 – and watching your plane as you come home – just south of Denver and still a long way away from me but so much happier that you are coming back. But even with this I am so very jealous – I try so hard not to be but at times I can’t bear it that you are not mine completely.

In my heart you are the most important soul – the most wonderful woman, the love of my life. You come before everything else – I want to care for you, to keep you safe and I want to make you mine properly so that I never have to give you back – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – just gone midnight – watching your plane on the ground just getting ready to take off. You are just heading for the runway – I am so very tearful, trying not to cry but I feel so very emotional watching you coming back. I never anticipated that I would feel like this – it is all just a bit much for me – sorry.

And now you are in the air – and coming home to me x.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Be safe coming home – have a good flight and know that I love you absolutely x.

My heart yearns for you – I am so pleased that you are coming home my darling x.

Writing messages – back and forth – I love hearing from you. I always look for anything that brings me closer to you and this is so very lovely. I have never written like this to any one before. And no one has ever taken the time to write anything loving to me – and yet you do all the time. Yet another example of the unique richness of the love that you have for me and show me every day. I am overwhelmed in every way, every day by you – you are the most amazing woman – unique, beautiful, precious and exquisite. I cannot be without you any more – I know that for sure.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Lying here listening to your songs – so in love with you. I have been talking to you, closing my eyes to see that smile and hear your voice. So many happy memories in such a short time – but still a need for more for “us”. I love you my beautiful one x.

You make me glorious, but I still need more practice with you – I need to learn how to make you feel the same intense ecstasy that you produce in me – and then more. No boundaries ever. x

I need to draw patterns on your skin – gently, quietly, together, holding you and drawing. Playing with you delicately, circles, spirals, triangles, and more tracing my love through my fingers onto you, through your skin into your being. I need time with you – lying together naked – drawing and exploring your curves in awe of your beauty – I love you x.