PS before you start worrying – I am truly fine – I love you my darling x.

I have had a bit too much to drink (not that much but a bit quick). I am therefore in a little bit of trouble for not being attentive enough today (I did empty the dishwasher but not spontaneously – I had to be asked apparently).

Then there was the question – we have not had sex for at least 3 years (I cannot remember the last time). But today (of all days with you leaving – definitely too many life events this week), today is when she asks again (for later). So I said “no” and then there was a mini-explosion.

Before you start worrying – I am fine, truly, absolutely – I cannot lie with anyone but you. I belong to you. Off to my room alone – and that is just fine.

I want to make love to you but only you – there is no one else x.

You make my heart soar, you lift me up. You make me insane, you make we want you. You make me want to hold you, to protect you, to keep you safe, resting against me, with your head on my shoulder. You make me complete.

I feel your love every day – I want you to know mine, to feel loved and wanted, to understand that you are the most amazing, fantastic and attractive woman both emotionally and physically – someone who I want to spend all my time with, who I want to care for, who I want to make love to.

Day after day, I want you more and more – you are everything.

I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello – I dream of “us” – I dream of walking in the sunshine holding your hand freely without a care or a concern – without having to hide in the dark. I dream of you, your gentle curves, a beautiful feminine enchanting woman lying intertwined with me, falling asleep in my arms. I dream of you, arousing and enticing, sexy and loving, with me gently pushing inside of you, feeling you give way as we share a heavenly closeness. I dream of you as I hold you close and keep you safe with me.

I want you – the beautiful you that cares for me, the beautiful you that I find absolutely captivating – I love you my beautiful one x.

Hello my beautiful one – I need to tell you that I love you. I wish I could explain in a more articulate way.

I have been thinking of you all day since we left each other. I am going to write some more messages now but whilst I am typing I just want you know to that I adore you.

I love you x.

Hi going home soon – missing you – will write more later. Sat here for 5 minutes with my eyes closed in the quiet – hearing your voice and seeing you smile – the radiant one that illuminates my life. I love you beautiful one x.

I hope that you are ok – I really worry. You are quite fragile in so many ways. Please take care, please be safe, I absolutely need you to come back to me – I love you x.

Hello – I have been thinking about what we talked about on the train last night. I cannot understand how someone could ignore you – it breaks my heart to think of that and for you to feel unwanted and unvalued is so very wrong. I don’t mean to speak out of turn so please forgive me if I am doing so but I cannot help it. You are beautiful in so many ways – physically and emotionally; you are loving and caring; you are kind and gentle. So for someone not to value you is, to me, unfathomable.

I cannot tell you enough – you are truly beautiful, and for me you are everything.

I love you my darling x.